longingly...

2008-11-30T23:05:00.002+08:00

hav u ever..
..put a wrong key into a keyhole?
obviously it cant open e lock..
but once u put it in..
it's hard to get it out without brute force..

i hav tis lock dat i m dying to open..
i thod once it's open..
everything will change for e btr..
but tis is one tricky lock..
i tried a few keys..
but they did nt open tis lock..
instead..
they left scars behind..

isit btr to keep looking for tis only key..
or to leave e lock undamaged?
the keys..
they do suffer too..

e right key will come when e time is right..
looks lyk tis is juz a process..
a very long process..

2008-11-17T21:00:00.002+08:00

well..
i m bac agn..
i figured..
i cant rly abandon all these..
plus it has all my stupid posts..
hahaz..
n i m rly v bored..
hehe..

i will get e player to play some new songs e next time..
life has been tough for me..
v tough..
i m finishing my A's tmr..
how i dun hav to do it agn next yr..
though i tink i screwed up most of it le..

nonetheless i deserve my long break le..
i rly tired rite nw..
but i noe another road is open..
waiting for me to conquer all over agn..
n it's another miserable episode of seperation n gdbyes..
but i m nt rly affected by it..
we can still meet up rite?
maybe becoz i m entering e stage of adulthood..
everything is more abt me n my future..

i dun usually do tis..
but i shouted at my bro todae..
he's asking mum for money for prom..
again..
when will he ever noe how hard these pieces of paper are obtained..
yet mum kept giving in...
i hope he does wake up when he gets bac his o lvl grades..
nt dat i m cursing him..
nt dat he nids me to curse him..

thr's a bp band gathering on 9 dec..
so looking forward to seeing e band peeps..
my section..
my sisters..
n my batch of ppl..
miss them loads..
hope we will hav a great time thn..

okae..
i m off..

2008-06-02T15:29:00.036+08:00

Harlo ppl!!

i m bac le!!

taiwan was quite happening..

u shld go thr if u hav e chance..

i will let e pics do e talking for me..

if u wan more pics u can ask other peeps..

i tink they hav more..

day 1..

departure frm singapore..

PJCSB!!

excited n all ready to go..

firx time taking SIA..

nt bad..

btr those i hav taken b4..

n aft e long rides n checking in..

we went to ximending..

which was juz beside our hotel..

here r e places we went..

ah zong mian xian..

i dropped half a bowl of mian xian lor..

zzz..

us while waiting for bubble tea..

bubble teas n ali..

it's cheaper n bigger than those in singapore..

n less diluted..

u shld go thr n try some..

ms chan szejie ms alice seah

well..

dat sums up day 1..

n my catch of e day was a pair of jeans..

day 2..

breakfast..

6 30 in e morning..

tired man..

wad's ali doing?

aft breakfast..

we headed off to guang ren sec..

it was a long trip thr..

so..

...they slpt!!

hahaz..

some random fotos i took on e way..

finally..

we reached le!!

guang ren sec!!

i din manage to take anymore pics coz i was bz..

anyway..

they welcomed us wif 2 pieces..

forgt wad's e firx one called le..

e 2nd was toccata..

they played rather well..

given dat they r bunch ranging frm 12 to 18..

thn it was our turn..

we played march blue sky n innuyasha

we sucked w/o warm up lor..

haiz..

nvm..

thn we combined wif them n played centuria overture.

woah..

we sound great man..

but i din play e full song..

coz my horn gt prob..

zzz..

so i spent my time repairing my horn..

haiz..

thn thr was a bonding session..

e band leader of guang ren n a trumpeter n junye jammed for a while..

damn cool la..

as e students left for their lessons..

we attended a masterclass session wif their conductor..

we played jap graff VI..

quite cool..

even though half e time we were trying to interpret his eng..

hahaz..

we understand btr in chi u noe..

finally it was bye bye to e sch le..

n we head off to yeliu..

on the way thr..

yeliu is an area near e sea..

most of it used to be under e sea until e sealine receded..

leaving behind these strange landforms..

i wonder if they teach these in geog..

beautiful rite?

us again..

oh..

tis guy up thr is a hero..

long time ago..

a bunch of kids went swimming in e sea..

thn they started to hav difficulties keeping afloat becoz of e shallow water..

so tis guy went down to save as many as he could..

in e end he died..

tis statue is to rmb his act..

n oso to warn ppl nt to swim in e sea..

they say tis looks lyk e map of taiwan..

aft yeliu..

we stopped by jiufen..

which is way up in e mountains..

quite alot of nice souvenirs..

hot favs were e ocarinas..

we oso bought alot of snacks n tea leaves..

n while waiting to leave..

i took some pics agn..

n on e bus..

pardon me for my bad phototaking..

huilin's head was on my left shoulder thn..

hahaz..

we had a short break at e world's tallest building..

taipei 101..

dinnertime!!

entrance of e raohe night market..

it's famous for it's cheap n nice non-edible stuff..

but..

we din buy much things thr..

so disappointing..

dat's basically day 2..

day 3..

nice weather agn..

our firx stop b4 e sch visit was yang ming shan..

ain't e fone booth cute?

hahaz..

ali..

ali n huilin..

a bunch of guys taking pics..

xinmin n ali..

water fountain..

had no time to find out wad tis was..

thn we had section warm-ups in dat park..

n we were all set to go to..

..hwa kang arts sch!!

e performing area was damn small for us la..

szejie's trombone was lyk sticking out b/w me n corinne..

n i can hardly c e score..

aiyo..

but nevertheless..

we played quite well..

our audiences were oso v engaging..

we oso enjoyed performances frm other arts stream students..

..n they were great..

aft e short stay at hwa kang..

we continued touring ard..

i was half aslp so i couldnt rmb e names of e places i hav been..

so juz enjoy e pics..

tis is another place..

oh..n an interesting advertisement we saw..

diamonds branded 'tit'?

ZZZzzzzz...

dat's all for day 3..

coz i was too slpy to take anymore pics le..

hahaz..

day 4..

random pics agn..

yea..

reached le..

e temp outside was 20 degrees celsius..

burrrr...

our firx stop is e lover's bridge..

according to e tour guide..

couples muz hold hands while crossing e bridge..

doing so will mean dat they will be tgt forever..

cheesy sia..

hahaz..

well..

i onli saw aaron n jamie did it..

hahaz..

enjoy e pics..

aloy..

emo me..

emo me agn..

mira huilin n aloy..

?? a fusion of titanic n brokeback mountian?

hahaz..

dat's xiuren n kevin btw..

it's time to go..

wad's xinmin doing?

hahaz..

jieying n xinmin..

joanna n shu anne..

joanna was actually playing ji ko pa wif quanxiang or samuel i forgt le..

hahaz..

next..

we went to wu fen pu..

wu fen pu is actually a street wif plenty of cheap stuff to buy..

all of us bought many stuff thr..

except for me..

dunno y la..

abit siao siao le..

hahaz..

thn it was lunch!!

interesting restaurant rite?

e counter..

guys toilet..

aaron was peeing btw..

hahaz..

aaron samuel n gabriel..

me samuel n pinkoon

viewing down frm 4th floor..

our dining area..

designs on e wall..

e view frm our dining area..

aloy kevin n xr..

look lyk newspaper boys sia..

hahaz..

e ceiling..

aft lunch was a series of museums..

as usual..

i wasnt paying attention to e names of e places..

so juz enjoy e pics =)

it's made up of books btw..

ermm..next pic..

benji..

kevin..

samuel..

next stop..

szejie n shinhua

huilin..

n a bunch of flutist racing..

me n e ceiling..

e ceiling is actually e taiwan flag..

u can stay under my umbrella..ella ella ella..ay ay ay..

hungry hungry hungry..

next stop was shilin night market..

wa...

so damn crowded la..

e chicken cutlet thr was damn big..

but e taste was so-so la..

nth special..

random..

end of day 4..

last day..

b4 our departure..

we took we could use some prayers..

most of us oso prayed for a lot..

mine was..

haiz..

bad..

nvm..

last stop b4 e airport..

taiwan's ferris wheel!! onli some of us went up though..

all of us on e escalator..

on e ferris wheel..

e thing sticking out is taipei 101..

wow..

woah..

i m on e top of e world..

ferris wheel..

toilet break..

last but nt least..

2 pretty gals..

xinmin n ruoning..

okae..

tired sia..

took a long time to upload all these n type all e words out..

happy reading everyone..

coz tis will be e last post =)

bye bye..

2008-05-24T17:39:00.002+08:00

i tink tis will be my last few posts i m gg to put up le..
i m v tired le..
sumtimes i rly wake up n tink..
is tis juz another day?
another day dat has no purpose for me..
whether i exist or not will not affect anyone..
it's juz one more person in cls..
one more leader in band..
one more fren out of e thousands..

i m v troubled..
but i cant seem to find anyone to tok to..
i cant find e right one..
i dun even noe wad i m typing nw..
lyk as if someone will rly noe wad i feel..

it's all my fault la..
i m nt gd enuff..
stupid..
simple-minded..
only noe how to hurt ppl..
dunno how to cheer them up..
e only tink i can do is to smile to others n hope dat others do too..
n scold myself deep down..
i m happy dat i m gg to step down le..
coz i m nt gg to cause anymore trouble le..
e only thing i can tink of nw is to study..
n nt let my parents..
they r my onli 'motivations' in life..

thr r many things i wanna sae..
but i cant do it here..
n i cant find anyone to tok to either..
so let my juz bury all my thoughts along wif tis blog..
i m gg to post 1 more time..
aft my taiwan trip..
till then..

oh ya..
n happy bdae szejie kevin n huda..

2008-05-15T20:29:00.004+08:00

tagged by shirin
1. What age do you wish to marry ?
*i prefer to let fate decide
2. What you want the most right now ?
*e special warmth i yearn to hav..e special song i wish to hear..
chim rite? hahaz=P
3. What do you want to be in your next life ?
*a star..e one on e sky k..
4. Do you experience true love before?
*no..not yet..half of it nia..
5. If you can have 1 more dream to come true, what would it be ?
*to paint wif all e colors of e wind
6. What are you afraid to lose now ?
*e faith of e special one
7. Do you believe in ETERNAL love ?
*i m realistic..but i will love her all my life..
8. If you met someone that you love, would you confess to him/her ?
*my heart will decide
9. How can you spend 200 bucks ?
*eat..arcade bball..save e rest..
10. Family or friends, which one more important ?
*she is..
11. Which type of person do you hate most ?
*super selfish ppl..
12. So you cherish every of your friendship ?
*of coz la..
13. Do you believe in God ?
*if thr is God..ppl won't be suffering..
14. What do you think is the most important thing in your life ?
*my heart..she's in it..
15. Do you find it a need for you to have a boyfriend/girlfriend ?
*it is juz a recognition..wad i nid is a soulmate..
16. What do you want your friends to be like ?
*lyk themselves..
17. What kind of drama/movie you like ?
*action-packed ones..
18. What is your favourite hobby ?
*soccer..arcade-raiding..star-gazing..
19. If you're feeling low one day, who will you go to ?
*my best frens..i hav 2..n my CLOSE fren lala =)..n e stars in e sky..
20. What do you do to sort your feelings out?
*i will watch e stars..i dun hav to do anyting..e stars will do it for me..
---*Instruction: Remove one question from above and add in your personal question, make it total 20 questions, then tag 8 people on your list, list them out at the end of this post. Notify them in their chatbox that he/she had been tagged. Whoever does the tag will have the blessing from all.

Victims: yianlu
yvonne
Fangyee
Fanwei
Sieyuan
Ruibin
Yongyuan
Rohai

2008-05-06T21:20:00.002+08:00

e bz man finally comes on9 n blog le..
hahaz..
sry la..
too bz le..
tests n hw n band pracs..
nw muz prepare for midyrs n taiwan trip le..

istana performance on labour day was great man!!
other than e fact i screw up all my solos..zzz..
it was great though..
aloy was damn shuai playing his solo..
elaine's solo was oso beautiful..
trumpets oso played v loudly..
everyone did well la..
e president was oso v happy abt performance..
i tink tis will be a great boost for us juz b4 e taiwan trip..
it was more of a bonding session aft e performance..
we toured ard e istana building..
quite cool..
took alot of pics..
i din take many..
coz hav to look aft e 'kids'..
but it was still fun..
oh ya...
mrs tan rox la..
she went down to support e band even though she wasnt feeling well..
tmr muz giv her e get well card..
muz rmb..
hahaz..

e next dae was our bonding session..
e bonding session dragged abit..
but it was still fun..
i sacrificed my shirt juz for e bbq lor..
nt dat i burnt my shirt to start e fire la..
it's juz dat i had a hard time to get e black stains off my shirt..
hahaz..
but it was still worth it..
i can rly feel e band closer le..
c if dat will benefit us n let us play btr music..
for pics of e bonding session n e istana performance rite...
u can visit e band blog..
or go to e college portal..
can c my ugly face..
hahaz..

hahaz..
din feel so happy ever since sec sch le..
band makes me happy lor..n nt forgetting her too..
n super-bz of coz..sent her hm every now n thn oso..so happy X)
hahaz..
so in e mood to study oso..
although nt v confident abt e past test..
quite disappointed to get 9/15 for my maths..
econs sure fail le..
coz no time to write..
but i noe how to do lor..
so happy..
geog test coming up..
muz pass tis time ard..

sound so positive rite?
hahaz..
i tink i m too happy n near crazy le..
hahaz..
okae la..
i btr carry on wif my hw le..
wish me luk..
n hope u enjoy tis mth's playlist..
din listen to many new songs..
so i used some disney classics as substitutes..
hope u lyk it..
bye bye =)

2008-04-20T20:24:00.002+08:00

yoz guys!!
1 whole wk nv post le..
haiz..
too bz these few daes..
bz studying..
bz wif band stuff..
bz bz bz..

ytd was meet-the-parents session for us..
boring..
thr were oso talks by various uni-s too..
onli interested in SMU nia..
wa..
e tution fees r damn high sia..
nt easy to get in oso..
haiz..
muz study v hard le..
my mum n i were probably e firx to meet ms wong..
nt bad..
alot of gd comments abt me by e tchers..
except...
my juliana wong..
she said i was distracted in cls..
wadever la!!!
heck care la..
looks lyk i m on my own for econs..
let her conduct e lesson for herself..
lyk she always do..
i so lyk my mum..
she is so supportive of me..
encouraging me to work harder..
n nt scolding me n toking nonsense all e time..
which my dad always does..
so it was pretty much okae ytd..

we oso went to sufi's hse to study ytd..
alot of things happened..
u can ask kevin to find out more..
hahaz..

haiz..
i sigh alot hor..
hahaz..
life is getting so boring..
my onli colours in life nw are my frens in sch le..
n music of coz..
things look kinda hopeless oso..
tchers keep saying we do well for a lvls given our standards..
retaining may not be an option available for us le..
we can onli move forward..
even though it may be e edge of a cliff for us..
haiz..
i nid a wind..
dat can lift me thru tis lifeless path..
i nid some stars..
to giv my glimpse of hope in tis darkness..
i nid someone..
so dat when i close my eyes..
it's nt juz darkness dat i see..
sad to say..
all these may onli be my wishful thinking..

wake up..
it's time to study..

2008-04-13T20:16:00.002+08:00

i will go straight to pt for todae..
bpmb gt silver for syf band comp 2008..
n i m nt happy abt it at all..

it was 5 am in the morning..
several ex-band peeps along wif ms ng were alrdy outside national stadium..
having our breakfast while waiting for e gates to open..
we were thr to book e best seats for e sch n alumnis to watch bpband shine on e field..
aft dat..
we went bac to sch..
many other alumnis n parents were alrdy thr watching them prac..
e whole sch was oso thr le..
aft some encouragement we were all set to go..

it was all intense at e national stadium..
as usual e other bands were showing off their stuff to boost their own morale..
our band took it easy..
played thru one time..
n even took a band pic..
we were so confident thn..

i saw tk..
thn pinyi..
n bowen..
pinyi was quite gd frm my pt of view..
n bowen looked lyk a sick tiger..

it was our turn next..
we looked magnificent..
fanwei was great..
din even drop e mace once..
e rest were oso doing their best..
so proud of them..

okae..
they gav their best shot le..
so i went up to c e rest perform..
no doubt..
deyi's drum major was e best among all..
deyi had oso outdone tk to get e best band..
but..

orchid park-silver..
tk-gold wif honors..
pingyi-silver..
bowen-gold..
we were damn happy upon hearing bowen getting gold..
but..
bpghs-silver..
e f word juz came out of my mouth..
n e list went on..
yusof ishak-silver..
westspring-silver..
deyi-gold wif honors..
springfield-bronze..

wth..
e band cried of coz..
n i was juz damn angry n pissed off by e judgement..
i tink i dowan to carry on le..
if nt i will juz flood my whole post wif sensored words..

guys..
don be sad abt it..
they gav u a silver..
i giv them a thumbs down for judging..
ur medal may be silver..
but bpmb will always be labelled gold..
u guys rock!!
get gold wif honors e next time..
n make them eat ur silver medal..

dat's all..
feels great aft scolding those bastards..

2008-04-10T21:29:00.010+08:00

miserable..
the only word i can describe myself nw..
u can imagine how miserable i m..
doing my miserable routine..
n having such miserable grades..
wad a miserable state i m in..
miserable..

studying..
haiz..
e more i study..
e more i feel that i cant do it..
memorising stuff is juz nt my forte..
my supporting evidence will be my econs n geog grades..
miserable 'U's..
another stupid problem i hav..
i cant write fast..
dat's damn dumb..
cant score becoz cant write fast..
cant i juz type out my essays..
i dunno la..
ms tan still suan me juz nw..
study so much still get such grades ar..
even szejie has sumting to say..
damn sad la..

study grps..
dat one more classic la..
studying in a grp is supposed to help me improve rite..
but how i come i feel dat i m e onli one nt improving in e grp?
firx thing..
in the band onli me n michelle take H2 geog..
but she's nt in e grp..
second thing..
most peeps..
especially peeps frm my cls..
use study grps to consult me maths..
it's nt dat i dowan other peeps to ask me maths la..
but r we supposed to hav peeps hu r gd in other subjects to help too?
ask enoch geog..
he will keep saying 'i tink it's lyk dat'..
econs..
so far it's still majority of e peeps asking me qns rather than e other way rd..
wa lao..
lyk dat how to improve..
consultations..
wanna ask e tchers why is tis tis tis lyk dat..
they will juz say u dunno coz u din study ur notes..go n find out urself..
or u dun expect me to giv u e ans rite?
onli ms leong n ms lee actually answer my qns.. although most of e time i dun understand ms lee

it's my fault la..
for choosing a combi dat nt many peeps actually take..
so my solution to dat..
..is to study even harder..
boring..
sad life..
sad me..maybe tinking of her let be happier for a short while..but other than dat..
no motivation at all..

okae..
i btr 'self-motivate' agn..
n study ALONE agn..
as usual..
maybe setting targets might work..
c how for mid-yrs..

2008-03-22T23:04:00.004+08:00

hi ppl..
i m bac..
CT is finally over le..
but i feel dat i m finished le..
die..
nvm..
e onli thing left to do is to study even harder..
haiz..

okae..
enuff of CT la..
alot of things to blog..
let's start frm thurs..
damn song ar..
woke up at 11 on dat dae..
juz ard e time when enoch n e others finish their H1 chem..
hahaz..
went out for lunch wif enoch n gang at pizza hut..
thn badminton!!
long time no play le..
but too bad it lasted for onli 2hrs..
thn it was joanne's surprise bdae party!!
well..
e element of 'surprise' wasnt rly thr..
but it was fun..
hahaz..
apparently we had to spend a while convincing joanne dat it was a surprise party..
let me kinda help u guys picture wad happened..
someone: when joanne comes in ltr we say 'meow k?'
(joanne opened e door)

everyone: meow!!
(joanne gav e 'my eyeballs r gonna drop out' look)
joanne: i thod e party was tmr..
(so we tried our best to explain to her)
(15 mins ltr...)
joanne: oh..i see..
hahaz..
still..
it was a very nice bdae celebration..
hav to thank jo's mum n dad for helping us do e bbq..
hope u lyk ur 'surprise' bdae party joanne..
hahaz..

ytd was damn fun too..
had a great time playing soccer wif e ex-bpians..
thr's kian kenghuang magnus gavin wilson huaice huangzhi n me..
alot of things to crap abt man..
it's so nice to play soccer wif them agn..
thn it was my grandma's bdae..
as usual..
hav to spend 5 mins greeting all my relatives..
thn it was mahjong..
HAHA..
dat's all la..
hahaz..

todae..
woke up wif half of my body aching..
long time nv exercise le..
anyway..
went shopping e whole of todae..
wif aloy huda kevin n huilin..
but juz b4 dat..
i went to e arcade to kill time.
n i accidentally broke my own record!!
yesh!!
hahaz..

TA-DA!! (actually e one on e extreme right is oso my score..hahaz..)
yea..
i can do even btr e next time..
well we went to orchard rd firx to look for e jacket aloy saw at topman..
thr were no stocks left le..
apparently..
according to e salesperson thr..
e season for e jackets was over..
actually they quite dumb lehx..
it has been raining n was freezing cold for e last couple of wks..
they shld sell their jackets nw rite?
nvm..
it's their loss anyway..
hahaz..
aloy thod dat we could try searching for dat same jacket at topman marina square instead..
so we tried our luck thr..
but no jacket..
aloy kinda lyk reviewed his opportunity costs..
which were e flesh imp jacket n e pull n bear hoodie..
in e end..
we went to vivocity to buy e hoodies..
aloy took a long time to decide man..
n i mean a LOOOOOONNNG time..
hahaz..
but in e end we all gt our hoodies..

kevin me aloy
nice?
i tink it's not bad..
hahaz..

okae la..
dat's all for nw..
type alot of things le..
hav to rest n recover my legs le..
hahaz..
cya ard =)

2008-03-12T20:30:00.002+08:00

harlo peeps..
thod i would juz take a breather here..
so stressed up these few daes..
it's juz maths n geog these few daes..
n econs is up next..
stress life sia..
but it's always nice to c dat thr r tchers n frens to help u along..
makes me feel..
happier..
sry..
ran out of words to use le..
hahaz..

anyway..
isit juz me..
or another ice age is coming soon le..
it's freaking cold out thr la..
i was studying in sch on e 2nd floor near e lib..
n e wind was lyk freezing me to death la..
until i couldnt tahan..
muz go toilet le..
thn i met wyner..
he told me dat e lib was warm..
n i was lyk huh?
thr's aircon lehx..
but it was rly warmer in e lib sia..
lol..
i wanna buy a jacket man!!!

i went bac to c bpband juz nw..
westspring band was oso thr too...
westspring band rly improved alot..
they rly deserve a round of applause man..
but they still hav a lot to work on..
especially their marching..
sad to say..
bpband din rly improve much..
u guys hav reached ur limit le..
nw e onli thing left to do is to go beyond ur limit le..
onli thn u guys can acheive e gold wif honours..
jiayoux le..
u can do it de..
outdo us..
get e gold wif honours...

for nw..
i will hav to outdo myself le..
i muz do well for e common test..
let's all jiayoux!!

2008-03-02T00:05:00.002+08:00

yo man..
i m finally bac agn..
quite bz these few daes..
tests every now n thn..
e common tests r starting next wk le..
hav to chiong le..

speaking of chiong..
i rly tink i m running out of gas lately..
aft dat miserable run ytd..
it was pjc's cross country run ytd..
e weather was fine..
n i thod i was in quite a gd condition..
n i oso thod dat i could get into e top 50..
but i ran in 58th...
so sad..
but i tink sean felt worse..
he was e 8th among e J2 guys...
din manage to get top 5..
yongyuan did quite well..
gt 4th among e J1s..
xinmin gt into e top 20 for e J2 gals..
n catherine gt into e top 10!!
i had quite a shock..
hahaz..

juz in case lala is reading tis..
guess wad..
we hav a junior le!!!
hahaz..
her name is corinn(i hope i gt dat right)..
n she was e horn sl in fajar..
not bad rite..
hahaz..
c her for urself next prac ba..
which is next fri..
thr's no prac coming wed..
n e following wed too due to e holidaes..
i hope u can come..
n bring e band tee design wif u pls..
hahaz..

okae..
dat's all frm me..
hope u lyk my new playlist..
i din hav time to find new songs..
so i used my one of my other playlists instead..
enjoy..

2008-02-21T20:26:00.002+08:00

thod i will juz update abit..
din go to sch todae..
coz nt feeling well..
runny nose (nw blocked nose) sore throat a little bit of cough n headache..
has been over 3 daes le..
had to tahan
coz e J1s were coming in..
so my engine broke down todae le..
apparently i m nt alone..
jo e pro muz be bz pluking tissue out of e tissueboxes nw..
hahaz..

went to e polyclinic juz nw..
on my way thr i was tinking..
i was nt gonna meet anyone i noe..
thn as i alighted e bus..
i saw jianhui..
lol..
well..
he gt an mc for todae..
okae..
obviously he pon sch la..
thn i went in..
registered..
thn directed to some place to wait for my turn..
thn i saw halim..
er well..
he saw me la..
hahaz..
he oso gt an mc..
is todae e mc-taking dae?

i tink ar..
e best place whr u can study e most is e polyclinic...
coz e hands on e clock hardly moves sia..
i waited until i fell aslp man..
dat kuku sze jie still ask to me to bring notes next time when i visit e doctor..
lol..
u still wan me to fall sick isit..
hahaz..

but being sick isit all dat bad...
at least u noe hu is concerned abt u..
n u can oso clear ur mind abit..
even though e headache is rly irritating..
rmb i said i tink more when i m sick..
doesn't rly apply todae..
with dat sickening headache..
but i did slow down to enjoy e warmth of e sun..
felt e gentle breeze..
observed how e trees sway in e wind..
life was dat lazy juz nw..

anyway...
life will nt always be lyk dat
i btr be prepared for tmr..
but b4 dat..
let me slp firx..
nitez..

2008-02-12T22:27:00.000+08:00

harlo peeps..
it has been a long time le rite..
miss me hor..
hahaz..

it's finally e yr of e rat le!!
which means hongbao harvesting le..
hahaz..
not bad lehx..
tis yr i collected quite alot of hongbaos...
n at e same time won alot of money..
yea!!
gt budget surplus le..
can buy a lot of new stuff le..
it's time to do sumting abt e torn slippers le..
n i can replace my bag le..
yea!!
hahaz..

anyway..
i took a few pics of e lion dance performance at my uncle's hse..
my cousin is currently in e troupe too..
so here r e pics...

lion...

lion agn..

wu fu lin men..
may thr be prosperity...
hahaz..

dat's abt all thr is to say for cny...
now abt bastard sean's bdae..
which is todae..
happy bdae sean..
went to cafe cartel for dinner..
along wif enoch charmaine kityee ernest terry wyner n bdae boy..
most of us had pork ribs..
n it's damn...
dunno wad to sae la..
i noe i m not gonna hav dat agn in e near future..
well..
it's e firx time we went out for dinner tgt wif each other n kityee...
n kityee is damn funny la..
hahaz..
she's a nice gal on e whole..
juz dat i hav to make out wad she's saying..
hahaz..

okae la..
hav to study for geog test le..
cya soon =)

2008-01-30T23:11:00.000+08:00

dunno wad life i m living now..
it juz gets tougher...
nowhr nicer..
my life is music..
playing music in band..
facing another in cls..
so we pay sch fees to endure these n enjoy ccas la..
well..
we r certainly getting wad we paid for..

frens r nt frens nw..
so wad do i call them?
associates..
schmates..
they r my frens..
but somehow they dun c each other as one..

frens r nt frens nw..
maybe more than juz frens nw..
avoid...
or shld i sae...
escape..
i noe best..
studying is more impt..

i juz read sumting..
which says dat things change..
juz a matter of when..
n dat a change will be 'tmr's common good'..
i m changing..
knowing more..
knowing too much..
n too little..
but juz lyk every other lesson in sch..
thr is always hw..
problems to solve aft learning sumting..

i hav nt always been v gd at solving problems..
dat's oso my problem..
but my maths is pretty gd..
i noe..
knowing too much = many problems..
so..
know less = less problems = better life..
lyk wad i hav said..
studying is more impt..
so juz study..

2008-01-23T20:49:00.000+08:00

hello ppl!!
i m here agn...
having been living my life at 50% of my lifepts for e past few wks..
sick sia...
plus kwok's monstrous circuit training on monday...
i guess everyone in a03 (except for e rugby guys) felt e aft-effects of e PT la..
everyone had a hard time standing up to greet tchers..
n of coz..
thr's still e staircases to conquer..
hahaz...

anyway...
o lvls results will be out tmr rite?
i hope u guys out thr will get splendid results k...
esp fangyee...
do our section proud!!!
hahaz...

okae..
rly sianz nw..
nth to post lehx...
might as well study for e coming econs test..
studying lo..

2008-01-17T20:09:00.000+08:00

juz wanna say...
being sick...
is sickening...
Zzzz...

2008-01-12T20:18:00.000+08:00

harlo everyone!!
i m bac..
v bz n tiring these few daes..
gt a lot of catching up to do for my studies..
n had a lot of headaches from band matters..
even szejie n alicia fell sick le..
i m no whr btr..
coz i ran 12 15 for my 2nd 2.4 trial..
can go n die le..
haiz..

anyway..
i had a wonderful time at e esplanade concert hall last nite..
damn cool la..
e best concert i hav watched so far..
or shld i say...
e best show i hav ever watched in my 17 yrs..
kashiwa municipal high sch symphnonic band..
tgt wif river valley high n yuhua sec..
put up a great performance ytd..
kashiwa band is oso a marching band..
n has won gold medals in e all japan marhing band competition for 10 straight yrs le...
best la...
u shld c their gimmicks..
it's rly an eye-opener for most of us..
even for an ex-member of a marching band..
their movements r clean n slick..
even e tubists can do cute moves along wif e band..
their dancers spread all over e firx floor near to e audiences...
..n started doing different sequencial movements..
lyk wad most of us thr said..
'we nid 5 pairs of eyes to see all e different movements e dancers n e band r doing la'
thr r oso other highlights lyk e handbell choir at e start...
...n e song 'imagine' wif alto sax solo...
e saxophonist is damn gd la..
n damn cool la!!
me n kevin r gonna master dat instrument man..
rite kevin?
hahaz..
thn thr was oso e performance of japanese percussion n japanese guitars...
thr was tis particular uncle..
hu played e japanese guitar solo for ard 10 mins la..
damn cool n pro la..
hahaz..
thr was oso a singer frm e saxo section hu sang for a few pieces..
i tink dat her voice was damn nice la..
yaolun tinks dat he nids her hp no.
hahaz..
one of e songs she sang was e s'pore version of 'home'..
lightsticks were given to e audiences on e firx floor...
e whole effect was v nice la..
everyone was singing n was damn high la..
n of coz..
another highlight of e concert was e cute band members we spotted!!
hahaz...
both guys n gals..
i envy sulaihah la..
todae gt to hav band prac wif them...
n tour ard s'pore wif them..
haiz..
when is my turn..
hahaz..

okae la..
i hope to go such a concert agn...
even if it cost alot more to watch..
speaking of concerts...
musart wind orchestra is having a concert on 26th jan at victoria concert hall..
tix r selling at $10/ $15..
rani will be performing on dat dae...
hahaz..
interested peeps can contact rani or me...
thnx..
dat's all..

2008-01-05T21:25:00.000+08:00

harlo ppl!!!
happy new year!!
hahaz..
i noe la..
i m lyk 5 daes l8 for tis le..
bz tis few daes ma..
btw..
lyk my new blog?
hahaz...
i luv it man..

anyway...
firx dae of sch rox..
coz i gt to see a03 agn..
n e rest of e sch of coz..
new year..
new tchers..
my CT is ms wong...
no comments abt dat..
GP is still her..
geog is still ms lee n ms leong..
yay...
maths is now mr edmund ling..
econs is now ms julianna wong..
phy is ms tan..(i hope i gt it rite)
n PE is mr michael kwok..
i hope i can get btr results wif my new tchers...
i hav to work hard lo..

band was v tiring for me these few daes..
hav to get prepared for e firx batch of J1s...
e J1s were quite okae..
n i felt e audition was quite a success...
yay...clap clap..
but more things hav to be done aft these..
i hope i can cope wif them...
along wif my studies..
jiayoux lo..

so ppl..
how's sch for u guys so far?
u guys can tag more on my blog..
i nid new responses frm u guys tis new yr...
hahaz..
i will post more abt my wonderful time in tis new yr as much as possible..
till thn...
cya guys..

2007-12-23T20:44:00.000+08:00

hello guys...
pretty bz these few daes..
hav been runnning down to west spring for band pracs lately..
honestly speaking..
it was damn boring..
i din help much..
coz i cant help much..
i juz sucked at band formations..
rly..
but they r a bunch of fun peeps..
n they r making some progress..
hope things gets btr next wk when i c them for band camp..

so sianz lehx these few daes..
no gathering..
no dates..as usual..
no fun..especially soccer..
juz me..
n some band pracs..
n some revision of coz..
rly cant wait for sch to start..
cant wait to c my 07A03 agn..
n of coz including e 5 newcomers to our cls..
hope we get along well..
n of coz..
my band peeps..
e firx batch of J1s r coming in le..
hav to do preparations le..
dat means more sai gang coming..
haiz..
but tis oso means more fun!!
hahaz..

okae la..
i will keep it short n sweet for now..
i tink i won be posting tmr..
so here's an early merry x'mas to everyone..
n a happy new year..
though we cant hav a white christmas..
but we can hav a joyous one..
merry x'mas agn to everyone!!

2007-12-18T21:09:00.000+08:00

yo guys..

was very bz tis few daes..

so fun lor..

let's start frm last sunday..

we had band chalet cum J2s farewell party..

it was fun..

hahaz..

DUH!!

we did e usual stuff..

lyk playing cards n barbecueing..

thn we gave out presents to e J2s n ex members..

thn bye bye to alot of peeps..

e fun part was e night cycling..

we were left wif me xinmin aloy alicia huda sufi huilin n venling..

i dunno y lehx..

everytime i go for night cycling sure gt prob wif e bikes de..

last time wif lye ee they all oso..

xinmin n i were on e double's bike..

e chain gt loosened..
so i had to paddle all e way alone to changi village..

it was tiring..

but damn fun..

here r some pics we took on e way..

us...

sufi xinmin n me...

me n xinmin's shadow on double's bike..

me n alicia..

n of coz..

upon reaching changi village..

we had to c..

gays!!!

hahaz..

sunday somemore..

e next big thing for me was e band fest of coz..

i was in fennell band..

along wif rani jianqin maggie eileen chialing aloy huda weilin aliff caleb n guan lin..

joan was oso in fennell..

apparently i onli noe her other than those frm pjc..

n i noe e conductor too..

he's great..

e best man..

hahaz..

our pieces were okae la..

festival march...

prelude, siciliano n rondo...

n of coz japanese graffitti XII!!

woots!!

i was shocked when i saw zeyi's name in e honour band's namelist..

woah..

hahaz..

e whole experience was way cool..

cant describe de..

so join band fest if u hav e chance..

hahaz..

i was damn slack la..

horn 4 ma..

nt lyk caleb..

horn 1 lehx..

hahaz..

too bad i don hav pics taken during band fest..

go other peeps' blogs to c ba..

okae la..

v tired nw..

aft spending e whole dae in bp..

tmr still nid to wake up damn early..

zzzzzz...

2007-12-11T21:43:00.000+08:00

i have been tagged!!

1.Do the following WITHOUT complaint
2.Choose 5 people to do this after you completed yours.
3.Leave a tag on the person's tagboard to say he/she have been tagged.
4.Start your post with; I have been tagged!

tagged by enoch aka small foot aka kuku..

FAVOURITES
Favourite Colour: blue...cool!!
Favourite Food: ljs combo 1 (lyk dat can ornt?)
Favourite Movie: i not stupid 2
Favourite Sport:soccer la...din u c my middle name?
Favourite Day: bdae!!
Favourite Season: winter
Favourite Ice-cream: any will do...ice cream is nice..

CURRENTS
Current Mood: tired..n excited abt tmr..
Current Clothes: arsenal jersey n shorts
Current Desktop: compaq presario sr1510ap
Current Time: 9 51pm
Current Surroundings: study rm

FIRST
First Best Friend: none..but i hav a lot of frens..
First Crush: it's for me to noe..n for u to find out..
First Movie: ask my mum la..
First Lie: i finish my hw le!!! can go out n play?
First Music: wa..tough...

LAST
Last drink: water la..
Last Crush: u noe..dat gal...
Last Phone Call: mum..
Last CD played: sparkswind concert pieces

HAVE YOU EVER....
Have you ever dated one of your good friends: no..
Have you ever broken the law: millions of times ba..
Have you ever been arrested: never..
Have you ever been on TV: quite a few times ba..
Have you ever kissed someone you dont know: no la!!

RANDOM
5 things you are good at:
1) soccer
2) maths
3) badminton
4) mahjong
5) playing horn

5 Things you've done today:
1) gone to c bpband prac
2) tried out e marching french horn
3) replied alot of peeps abt tmr attire for band fest..(it's min half u btw..)
4) checked my email..
5) started posting..

n e next 5 victims ar..(muahahahahaz)

1)yvonne
2)yianlu
3)shirin
4)yongyuan
5)izah

dat's all...
enoch u will get it man...
watch out u...

2007-12-06T20:26:00.000+08:00

hi guys...
i m bac frm chalet le..
onli half of e cls went la..
so sad..
it was still fun though..
let me c who were thr for e firx dae..
junliang yujie james shengyu qiuzhu shuwei yongsheng yanru kianhong magnus jonathan chongwee yvonne joey perlin vania sharifah aisyah changyee weeleng xuanfang..
lyk dat..
alot of prob wif e chalet man..
took us quite awhile to settle down for bbq..
bbq was delicious as usual..
lyk homecooked food sia..
hahaz...
thn some left n we started playing games le..
n we did alot of strange things for forfeits..
lyk Kwok's special push-up...
..n magnus piggybacking chongwee..
wait..
is dat even a punishment?
hahaz..
besides dat..
we were damn obsessed wif bridge sia..
dunno y..
maybe becoz of kian la..
as a result..
no slp..

dae 2 started out shitty..
coz it rained..
but i wasnt thr at e chalet admiring e scene..
i was at band..
rushed bac firx thing in e morning..
heng ar..
or else i will be bored to death lyk them..
hahaz..
i kinda worried for myself aft we played e galaxy 999 thing..
i cant pitch or even press e keys as fast as i read e notes n rhythms la..
die..
band fest how..
haiz..
aft band i went bac..
i was damn stupid la!!
i took 61 thr..
hoping to get thr earlier...
in e end..
i took 2hrs to get to eunos..
dortz...
shld hav cabbed la..
but nvm...
i gt to sit wif a chiobu..
to be more specific..
she came to sat next to me..
even though thr were a few empty seats ard..
i guess it's juz me la..
i was e reason..
hahaz..
other than dat..
e bus ride sucked..
when i reached e chalet..
they were abt to go to e food centre nearby for a quick bite..
aft dat..
we decided to stroll down to bedok jetty..
n finally we fell dead on e beds bac at e chalet..
hahaz..
n day 3 was juz packing up..

went to plae arcade bball todae..
gt a 377 lehx..
new record for me..
c if i can do btr next time..

okae..
dat's all for my boring dae..

2007-12-03T21:38:00.000+08:00

it's advertisement time..

GUYS!!
band fest is coming le!!
so excited..
we will be preparing several beautiful pieces for u guys to enjoy..
so..
if u r interested to come to our band fest concert..
it will be at Esplanade Concert Hall
on Sunday, 16 December 2007
7 30 pm
Circle seats r selling at $11.80 [row DD]
n Stall seats r selling at $14.50 [row F]

i onli hav 33 circle seats n 26 stall seats...
so get them while they r hot!!
hahaz..

u can sms me at 92281725...
or tell me on msn...
or come straight to my doorsteps oso can..
hahaz..

okae..
end of commercial..

2007-12-01T21:10:00.000+08:00

hi agn...
sianz lehx tis few daes..
it was so boring dat i find studying more interesting..
it was dat boring..
hahaz..
die le..
din study for 1 mth n i cant do alot of qns..
even maths lehx!!!
ahhh!!
muz start studying le..
alycia la..
giv me pressure onli..
went to je lib wif her ytd..
to study maths..
thn she started asking me qns..
some things i dunno lehx!!
aiyo..
die le..
i dunno how to do maths le..
so muz study nw le..
thn i can handle anyting alycia throws to me..
hahaz..
btw study hard alycia..
u can do it de =)

yay...
finally booked a chalet for our band outing cum farewell party le...
so happy..
but abit rush though...
it's 9 dec lehx..
so hav to plan fast..
so looking forward to it..
4P1 chalet is oso next wk lehx..
can c e 4P1 gang agn le..
junliang said abt 30 of us gg..
dat's quite alot man..
gd...
hahaz...

okae la..
juz thod i will post abit to kill time..
cya next time when i m bored agn..
hahaz..

2007-11-27T20:09:00.000+08:00

hello guys...
feels v lazy tis few daes...
esp aft all dat excitement at obs...
it's abt time i hit e books...

went ice skating wif e guys ytd...
5 peeps to be exact...
so sad la..
it was supposed to be a cls outing...
haiz...
nvm..
next time i org..
anyway...
e 5 were hendrick daniel yvonne lunjia n me...
enoch was thr...
but left angrily..
hahaz...
he had his problems la..
so e 5 of us went off happily..
i dunno abt e happy part la...

well..
hendrick was e pro thr..
followed by e lvl 2 noobs daniel n me...
n lastly lvl 1 firx timers yvonne n lunjia..
apparently they lyk e walls of the skating ring e most...
coz they were thr most of e time..
hahaz..
it was my firx attempt at ice skating...
quite different frm rollerblading lehx..
but it was still fun...
muz prac more..
but hav to tink for my wallet oso..
hahaz...

i went to meet e band peeps at chevrons aft skating..
cant book shalet thr..
so sad...
e place is damn nice la..
e swimming pool is oso damn nice..
haiz..
too bad..
thn we went up to bowl..
we refers to huda benji huilin xiuren n me...
my score were nt bad la..
127 n 135..
can do btr though...
benji was e biggest winner...
153!!
hahaz...
we had alot of fun thr..
not frm bowling..
but frm playing fotohunt!!
dortz la!!
we were trying damn hard to beat tis 'kianru' guy...
i tink we spent lyk more thn 10 bucks on dat machine lor..
super addictive sia..
watch out kianru!!
next time..
u r gg down!!

nth exciting todae..
juz dat...
thr's a letter for me todae...
n it says...
i can apply for merit bursary lehx!!!
OMG!!
i thod my results sucked sia..
hahaz..
lyk dat oso can sia..
okae..
i shall work v hard..
so dat i can get a scholarship next yr..

okae la..
dat's enuff excitement for one dae...
cya =)

2007-11-24T22:00:00.000+08:00

hey guys!!!

i m bac!!!
went to obs for e past 5 daes...
it was damn tiring but v fun...
made alot of new frens thr..

day 1 was quite tiring..
coz hav to wake up quite early...
reached pulau ubin in e aftnn..
n we were broken up into watches..
my watch was rajaratnam..
e name of some forefather of singapore la..
we had alot of of fun peeps in e watch:
yangyi, dinesh, hong wei, mervin, teck yew, darren, eugene, joel, xiao wei, ciau er, jin min, hazlyn, melissa n me!!
thn we met our stand-in instructor, din...
coz our instructor was sick on dat dae..
thn he showed us ard camp 1..
next was our firx activity which was e basic belaying...
thn we did other small games lyk pepsi cola, n running thru e rows of peeps...
those were our icebreakers...
we were alrdy crapping ard when we started pitching our tents...
dinner dat dae was cooked by ourselves...
we had alot of fun man...

day 2...
we welcomed our 2 new frens...
melissa n rin..
n we had to say gdbye to din..
hu had to 'go behind e scenes'...
so sad dat he wasnt in e fotos..
haiz..
n guess wad..
it was mauricette hu helped us took e pics lehx!!
she's still as pretty...
but i tink she don rmb me..
or dexter le..
hahaz..
aft dat..
we went for basic kayaking..
it was damn fun kayaking wif teck yew..
dat was all for morning..
we went for e high elements in e aftnn..
i did e same obstacle as e last time i came..
but i din complete it tis time..
haiz..
we were split up into 2 grps..
doing 2 different course respectively..
xiao wei n joel were firx up..
at firx i thod they would finish it damn fast wif joel helping xiao wei..
in e end..
it was xiao wei hu helped joel up..
hahaz!!
she is e bravest gal i hav ever seen la..
at e same time..
hong wei n mervin were 'brokebacking' at e other course..
hahaz..
so funni...
up next were me n eugene...
he was v brave up thr..
but we still did nt reach e top despite doing our best..
we did hav fun though =)
soon aft we finished e activity...
we head off to camp 2...
n it was cooking-n-pitching time for us agn..
dat was e best evening we had...
watching e sunset n chatting alot wif gandhi( another watch)..
thn we had a night debreif at e jetty area..
n sumting unexpected happened when we were ending..
it rained..
..v heavily..
ciau er started to feel damn cold...
so we cuddled tgt while yangyi n xiao wei went bac to get e ponchous...
thn i suggested dat we move abt so dat we can be warmer..
n e whole grp started singing n jumping abt le..
it was damn crazy but it was e most unforgettable part of e whole course..
we juz rock la!!!
n of coz..
even wif e ponchous we all gt wet..
our stuff r oso nt spared..
luckily e tents were okae..
n so we spent e nite drying our stuff..

day 3...
half dead le..
mentally la..
aft dat heavy rain..
n thr we no dry clothes left le..
our firx activity was blindfolded human chain..
we were supposed to form a certain shape wif everyone holding onto a rope..
of coz no decent shape came out of it la...
hahaz..
thn we were asked to move to a certain tree (or plant) in a line blindfolded agn...
eugene lead us all e way thr wif a little help frm xiao wei...
he's damn pro sia...
hahaz...
lastly..
we were asking to grab e hands of random peeps in a circle..
n we were supposed to untangle ourselves without speaking..
n we were lyk...
'mmm mmm mmmm' all e way..
hahaz..
so funny...
aft lunch we had....
flying fox!!!
woots!!!
so lucky!!!
it was damn fun la..
but it was too short le..
thn dinner time...
n we had briefing abt our sea expedition for e following dae..
so excited la..

day 4...
woke up damn early in e morning to get ourselves prepared..
me n yangyi gt e single kayaks...
damn fun la..
but i changed wif xiao wei shortly aft dat...
thn it was me n melissa...
aft awhile melissa swiched wif darren n it was me n darren to e end le..
so fun..
some peeps lyk joshua xiao wei audrey n me were singing throughout e whole journey...
so cool!!
we spent 8hrs to kayak e whole perimeter of puala ubin..
so tiring!!
we had to wash e kayaks...
put them bac...
n thn move all e way bac to camp 1 b4 dinner...
my bag was full of ponchous...
...n i literally crawled wif e rest skipping bac to camp1..
thn it was dinner time...
n we sang a bdae song for xiao wei!!!
happy bdae to xiao wei!!!
n guess wad she gt for her present...
an ice-cream!!
it was e best present to hav when having obs...
n it was damn nice of her to share ard wif us...
aft dinner we went all e way out for our nite activity which was e tunnel..
v short nia...
i was out within 30sec
so sianz...
i met e rest on my way out...
for tis activity rite...
we had to tink abt 2 peeps we wanna thank during e 5 daes...
n 1 peep we wanna apologise too..
i thod alot during e activity...
n i found out dat i had to thank my whole watch..
they rock!!!
we rock!!!
hahaz...

day 5...
last day!!
happy n sad...
we did our last activity...
we was e leap of faith..
we missed e jetty jump coz we overslept...
but nvm...
coz e sea was lyk full of rubbish...
hahaz..
we had to leap across once...
n back agn but tis time blindfolded...
it was damn cool too...
n a great way to end our stay in obs...
dinesh was v nice to write us all a poem...
n it goes lyk tis...

A Tale of 14 People

We looked around in anticiaption
Waiting for other's participation (day 1)
The only thingg we did was to look
And the only thing we were excited about was to cook

We climbed the inverse tower
Never wanting to go lower
At night it rained on and on (day 2)
From there formed an unbreakable bond

The flying fox we did was really high
Ciau Er and Hazlyn thought they were gonna die
We never really rationed our food (day3)
But the butter rice with raisins were good

The sun was shining bright
And we rowed with all our might
We had a walk in the night (day 4)
And things werent really that bright
4 Raja goondus cudnt find their way (tunnel)
And all we could do was to say "hey"
The range of topics we talked about was impressive (day 4)
And all of us are definitely creative

Today as we gather
Sitting here together
We came as strangers and will part as friends
Hopefully this is not the end

Dinesh

dat's all for my time thr at e obs...

will post more soon..

it feels so gd to be bac!!!

2007-11-12T00:21:00.001+08:00

hi guys..
i m bac agn..
v sianz nw..
n quite sad nw..
i came here becoz..
i dunno hu to tok to..
thr r more than 20 peeps online on my msn list..
but juz cant tink anyone to tok to..
no one..

i appear to hav a lot of frens..
e horn guy...
he has many frens in band..
dat guy frm 07a03..
he's v close to his clsmates..
dat guy hu was frm bp..
he noes alot of ex bpians in pjc..
but sad to say..
guanri..
..has no frens..

sometimes i envy peeps hu hav super close frens in sch..
lyk yvonne..
she has shiwan..
enoch..
he has shamaine..
even peeps lyk terry ernest wyner...
or charmaine julia n cassandra..
or even joanne huiyu n alycia..
they still hav their strong bonds thr..
i merely made guest star appearance in their cliques once in a while..

whr do i belong?
i wonder..
i can be anywhr..
i can be nowhr..
i dare to sae...
no one noes me..
not even my bro or my cousin..
even though they r e closest..

wad u c is part of me...
hu..can c more?

2007-11-10T22:01:00.000+08:00

hello ppl..
i m bac le..
quite a few peeps still view my blog..
so i thod i shld at least update abit...

nth much happened tis few daes..
other than knowing dat i managed to promote to J2 next yr...
ytd was quite sad for me...
even though i promoted...
i went early for a meeting regarding e obs subsidy...
thn i saw tis namelist on e noticeboard when i stepped into e sch..
those peeps had to go somewhr else to get their results...
in short..
they din make it..
abit too cruel to them..
y break it to them lyk tis..
stupid sch...
anyway...
i saw 5 names frm my cls on dat list..
7 names frm e band..
n a few more hu were frm BP last time..
actually i felt e worst for magnus...
he was e last person whom i thod won promote..
juz felt v sad..
n of coz..
e band members...
actually wanted to bowl aft knowing our promotional status..
but..
i dunno hu to call..

but..
i m still happy for those peeps whose hard work paid off..
namely those frm my cls..
congratz guys...
n terry...
u said u would treat us all drinks if u promoted..
hahaz..
i rmb k..
szejie made it..
heng ar..
most of e other excos made it..
keep up e gd work guys...

okae...
dat's all abt my life e past few daes...
i noe ppl still visit my blog..
coz they were hoping dat i would blog i did in e past..
personal n interesting..
but..
i dunno..
i dun feel dat way anymore..
it was quite interesting to read them...
but quite ignorant to post them..
maybe becoz i learn to take things easier..
think thru slowly n wif different perspective..
i noe..
life can be boring if i do so..
but i can sae dat life has been more meaningful nw..
everything i do is not rash...
nt all la..
n i hav fully grasped e meaning of 'decide'..
which is to be 100% sure..

i noe i said...
i will grow wif my blog..
but nw i tink...
my growth cant be accurately measured by e things i post..
but rather..
e things i sae n e actions i take..
i hav grown..
grown out e blog..

onlihalfofme...
dat's wad i m nw..
e other half is to be filled up by my experiences n lessons learnt..
n nt forgetting e special one in life..
take a step at a time..
i nid to learn alot more nw..
especially more abt geog n econs..
hahaz..

okae la..
long enuff rite enoch?
hahaz..
hope dat i can post sumting more interesting next time..
byez..

2007-11-06T20:16:00.000+08:00

yo guys...
long time no blog...
actually i thod of blogging everydae..
but..
no content to blog..
same for todae..
juz wanna make my blog look...refreshed..
hahaz...

here r some pics r shld hav put up 878,437,364 years ago..

ppl hu attended maths tut dunno when..
from e above u can tell dat how badly maths is being hated..
even e tcher's not thr..
hahaz..

these two pics r taken on e last dae of sch..
i hope we still can keep our smiles for 9 Nov...

oh ya..
b4 i forget...(actually i forgotten le)
happy belated bdae to ms chan...
her bdae was on 19 oct btw...
super belated...
hahaz..
anyway...
we went to buy her a bag last thurs..
b4 dat we watched 'The Seeker'...
it sucked..
big time...
but i enjoyed sitting in e theatre..
next time muz go vivocity for movies le..
aft we gt e bag...
we went to e empty space above vivo...
it was damn beautiful..
until it began even better...

see wad i mean?
e best sunset i hav ever seen...

holidaes le..
abit bored..
but nvm..
i m gonna get a part time job fast...
thn can enrich my life le..
it beats playing CS everydae..
hahaz..
v no life lehx...

okae la...
dat's all for todae..
still counting down to 9 Nov...

2007-10-30T21:22:00.000+08:00

yo guys...
i m here agn...

to those i noe in PJC...
how's A lvls Mt exam?
i hope u guys did great...
to those i noe in BPGHS...
gd luck for those hu r having O lvls tmr...
muz ace them all ar..
hahaz..

ahhhhhhh~~~
e holidaes r finally here...
i tink i did okae for my promos..
so i tink i can walk calmly to sch on e 9 Nov...
n hopefully not coming out on e stretcher..
hahaz...
but abit bored lehx..
nth to do..
cant find job these few daes lehx..
abit difficult lehx..
todae was quite okae..
went to wyner hse n plae..
n i lost in mahjong!!
started wif 10 dollars..
ended wif 40 cents..
not bad ar...
hahaz..
luckily it was onli tokens..
so nice of them..
hahaz..

okae la..
dat's all abt my boring life..
n whoever nids to tag pls tag...

2007-10-25T19:56:00.000+08:00

harlo guys...
actually i oso dunno hu will read my blog nw la..
e pathetic single-digit number on my blog counter tells all la...
but nvm..
dat means i can post more crap le..
hahaz..
no one will c wad..

so how's promos guys?
hope u did well..
i dunno whether to laugh or cry for my results..

Maths-A
Econs-S
Geog-S
Phy-B
GP-E

damn happy dat i gt super-gd grades for my maths n phy...
but econs n geog..
dunno wad happened la..
studied so much..
but still lyk dat..
haiz..
wad's wrong wif me sia..
i dowan to tok abt GP..
plain crap..
rubbish..
anyhow mark de..

ok...
my future is still out of my sight..
muz wait for 9 Nov b4 i noe whether i will promote ornt..
hope i promote..
pray hard...

todae was cool..
ms lee showed us our geog CA marks..
n i tink i can get S overall...
hope moderation will make me pass geog..
pray hard agn..
pe was fun..
dat was e last time we r gonna hav pe as a cls..
haiz...
i noe we hav to face e harsh reality..
some of us hav to go..
i enjoyed it v much...
thn i ponned pw...
hahaz =P
went to wyner's hse wif terry n sean for a mahjong session..
me n wyner own their asses la..
hahaz..
ok la..
we din play money in e end..
i tink..
rite?
i dunno..
hope they dun settle e money tmr..
hahaz..

finally..
time to breathe..
i started e firx half of the battle frm march..
i fought hard...
concentrated..
n i pretty much survived e firx half..
got some wounds here n thr..
couldnt hav done it without my 07A03..

but..
thr's always a 'but'..
i dun feel dat no one rly truly understands me..
maybe i may feel dat way when i m wif my dear pjcsb darlings..
but i still tink my Bpband n 4p1 is still whr e door of my heart is wide opened...
no offence..
but..
i feel 'colder' in PJC..
v much lyk wad ppl meant by 'no life'...
thr's onli 'preparations for ur future' in JC...
thr's no 'end ur childhood wif a cheery bang'...
thr may be a little laugh or two here n thr..
but i still dun find it as lively as in sec sch...

now i rly find BPGHS v impt to me..
esp e band!!!
woots!!!
when i found out dat mrs soh n ms ng r leaving..
i juz had tis feeling..
down..
n of coz i will miss them de..
hahaz=)
i miss my section too..
apparently they don miss me...
haiz..
so sad..
onli my sis miss me..
she rox!!!
hahaz..

i miss my frens..
i miss telling my close ones abt my troubles..
life..
lo**..
haiz..
i miss having someone hu understands me..
haiz...
for nw..
i can onli tok to e wall..

ok..
posted quite long le..
can call it a day le..
cya guys next time..
bye bye..

2007-10-22T23:07:00.000+08:00

if i sae i m nt worried..
i will be lying straight in ur face...
u shld hav seen e stupid things i hav done e last few hours...
i m super worried nw..
i thod i can control my emotions nw..
but...
apparently i cant..
plus tis rainy weather..
it's juz nt helping la..
can tok abt e rain le..

rain...
thousands of them...
telling u dat it's a miserable world out there...
c how they slap on your face..
...and how they torture your heart...

rain...
a sight to see...
everywhere is wet...
especially the area around your eyes...
blame the rain..
for blurring your vision...
...n wad u see and believe...

rain...
a sign for us..
telling us to let our emotions flow out of our hearts...
telling us to rest for a while..
becoz...
aft dat..
the sun is gonna come out...
...and dry up all the rain...
...along with your troubles..

for now..
juz rain...

2007-10-22T09:47:00.000+08:00

You are Ocean Blue

You're both warm and practical. You're very driven, but you're also very well rounded.
You tend to see both sides to every issue, and people consider you a natural diplomat.

What Color Blue Are You?

You are 73% Cancer

How Cancer Are You?

Your Power Element is Metal

Your power colors: white, gold, and silver
Your energy: contracting
Your season: fall
You are persistent (and maybe even a little bit stubborn).If you see something you want, you go for it.You have a lot of strength, and it's difficult to get you down.Very logical, you tend to analyze everything going on in your life.

What's" Your Power Element?

2007-10-18T21:23:00.000+08:00

blog..

tired..
..sianz
play..
..happy
refreshed..
..hungry
eat..
..wait
bored..
..restless
wanna go home...

..disappointed
reluctant..
..no choice
awake..
..focus
irritated..
..frustrated
angry..
..furious
attitude..
..ignore

reached home...
..tired
troubled..
..still irritated
confused..
..worried
tired...
..emotionally

don tink abt it le...
..slp

2007-10-11T22:32:00.000+08:00

hello guys..
thod i will juz post a little sumting here...
i oso dunno wad to post sia..
cant post stuff dat r too personnal...
ltr ppl sae i emo...
m i emo?
i don tink so..
how can sumone be emo n nt noe...
dortz lehx me...
a bit strange ar..
hahaz...

todae is officially e most boring dae of my entire life...
n it's gonna repeat twice...
next wk n e wk aft..
bloody hell la..
4 hrs break...
siao ar!!!
i practically got stucked to e table n slept all e way la..
but nvm...
sneaked out to play LAN at 12 30...
damn fun la...
until...
PW....
dortz...
rained summore..
so hav to "swim" all e way bac to sch...
wet lyk wad la...

anyway...
tmr is e graduation dae le...
gonna miss e J2s
muz come bac often ar....
tmr take pics ar...

ok..
dat's all...
till next time...
cya...

2007-10-06T20:34:00.000+08:00

hello guys...
keep forgetting to post aft promos sia...
too used to studying ard tis time le..
nw dat i m nt mugging...
i actually feel a bit weird..
nw dat's weird..
hahaz...

fridae was a disaster la...
lost all 3 matches of bball..
wad the...
haiz..
nvm...
polo hse was e overall hse champion for interhse competition anyway...
dunno how we did it la..

hav been spamming bball n badminton tis few daes..
addicted la..
luckily it's nt bowling n pool dat i m addicted to..
or else i m bankrupt le..
played soccer with e bp gang todae..
damn fun la..
but i lost my touch le..
haiz..
old le...
muz play more le..
but it was stil v fun..
shld play more often..
maybe tmr ba..
hahaz..

can someone juz ask me out to do sumting dat is inexpensive n fun?
coz i m v bored at hm...
cant wait for band to start...

ok la..
cant tink of anyting to post le..
cya guys...

2007-10-02T21:00:00.000+08:00

PPL!!!
PROMOS...
IT"S OVER!!!
YES!!!
*running ard lyk some mad idiot*
hahaz..
tis feeling it even stronger than dat time aft o lvls la..
hahaz...

n yes..
hav been playing lyk siao e past few daes...
let's c...
e last paper was geog paper 2
aft dat i played bball in sch wif e guys...
thn i joined enoch they all at gombak for badminton...
thn todae discussed alot of band stuff wif sze jie...
tis time die ar...
so much workload..
thn spam bball agn wif yy juz nw...
tmr morning intensive training wif him agn...
thn badminton in e aftnn...
so action-packed sia...
hahaz...

still dunno if i will promote lehx...
i wish i will..
i tink i will..
hahaz..
nvm..
play my heart out firx..
thn worry abt e future..
i still gt e band to worry...
cant die nw..
hahaz..

hope u r enjoying e songs nw...
i m u noe...
cya next time lo =)

2007-09-20T21:10:00.000+08:00

yo guys!!
i noe...

i shldnt be here...

esp at tis time...

when GP is tmr..

but..

some guys juz cant get enuff of me...

so i hav to blog lor..

hahaz =P

ok..

here comes the pics frm e promotion ceremony in bp..

these few wks had been tough...

but ironically..

it's been the best wks yet...

our cls is juz getting more n more united...

we all wish that 07A03 can still be 20-man strong next yr...

even though hendrick has alrdy planned to leave for poly le...

however...

i myself still hope dat i c e same old guys agn next yr in e same clsrm...

maybe it's becoz of tis thought...tis motivation..

that we juz go all out to study these few wks...

listen up 07A03!!

we r nt gonna retain!!

nt any one of us!!

we r all gonna promote!!

we can do it!!

jiayoux!!

n now..

gonna get bac to study le..

wait for our gd news ba =)

2007-09-01T21:33:00.000+08:00

change blogskin le..
nice ornot?
change e songs to le..
hope u lyk them...

happy belated bdae to rohai!!!
sry lehx..
din buy u any present..
coz i juz lost my wallet..
cant spent too much money..
ltr mummy scold..(not u la izah)
but i will buy u a big big big present de..
i tink..
hahaz..
gt ready for ur prelims le ma?
hope u score well for ur prelims =)
jiayoux!!
do horn section proud!!
hahaz..

ytd was v fun..
but e canal walk was a lil..
lame..
e return trip was crap la..
so muddy..
lucky din fall..
i enjoyed e performances rly rly much though..
it was alot btr than e national day performance..
keep it up..
thn e whole pj-cum-exbpian gang went bac tgt..
so cool la..
although we had problems getting in..
dunno wad happened la..
don care oso..
saw alot of frens n all..
but e best part was soccer!!
feel so gd to be bac n netting goals!!
woah!!
hahaz..

dat's all frm me todae..
enjoy e songs..
had a hard time choosing them..

2007-08-23T22:06:00.000+08:00

hello guys!!
todae i will do little talking..
n let my pics do e toking...

the band gang celebrated venling aka mao mao's bdae on wed...
happy belated bdae to u....
here r sum pics we took...

bdae boy =)

tuba section =)

e 'xtras' =P

candid shot (wad's jiemin doing anyway...)

the band ppl!! happy bdae to u venling =)

ok...

dat's all for venling's bdae...

todae...

my cls went for learning journey...

when we gt thr...

sean gt challenged by someone in a real men's battle!!

STATUE VS SEAN

ROUND 1...FIGHT!!

rock, paper, scissors!! Sean takes the first round!!

ROUND 2...FIGHT!!

rock, paper, scissors!! Sean wins again!!

2 wins out of 3...Sean emerge victorious!!

ok la...

abit lame la...

nt me wad...

it's sean...

hahaz=P

thn Mr Lim was so nice to treat us all to prata opp beauty world....

so nice rite...

dat was e best cls bonding session i had...

v fun...

so memorable...

muz buy sumting for Mr Lim for tcher's dae...

giv suggestions lehx....

other than Mr Lim hor...

pjcsb members ar!
tink of sumting to buy for Ms Chan lehx!!

her bdae is on 19 oct lehx..

quik quik...

tink!!

n tell me wad to buy...

i tink i shld leave tis to e PR sia..

thn i don nid to do anyting le..

hehe =P

ok la..

do hw le...

cya =)

2007-08-19T19:57:00.000+08:00

this post is for our bdae gal...
..hus bdae falls on 19 aug
..which is todae!!!!
hahaz..
ok la..
abit lame..

firx...
muz wish u a happy bdae...
happy bdae to u..
happy bdae to u..
happy bdae to u~~
happy bdae to u!!!
hahaz
i wish dat u will get prettier and smarter every yr...
...and ace in everything u do...
promo exams' round e corner...
..n i noe u will hav no prob promoting...(rite?)
so..
i hope dat u will get excellent grades for ur promos =)

din c u for a long time le...
3 mths le ba..
u r doing fine rite?
juz a little bz hor...
u din go bac bpband v often ba...
i onli went bac a few times since e start of sch...
but u will be gg bac for e promotion ceremony cum farewell party for mrs soh ba?
too bad lye ee is nt gg bac wif us...
btw do u wanna get sumting for mrs soh?
me n xiu ren r buying her sumting...
u can chip in if u wan =)

alright...
guess i will c u on 4 sep...
sry ar..
din buy any present for u...
but i can buy u lunch on dat dae if u wan =)
ok...
happy bdae to u agn...
cya =)

2007-08-18T00:32:00.000+08:00

feels so nice to be bac hm agn..
i feel to safe nw...
sch wk is sumwat ok le...
at least won retain...
nw i can rly slow down abit to concentrate more on revising...
haiz...
finally can blog le..
hahaz

dunno y la...
these few daes abit emo...
maybe it's becoz of jay chou's 'secret' plus e weather...
i dun feel so active anymore..
i m moving away frm e hotspot le...
hahaz
geog students shld noe tis...

i hav tis sudden urge to go ecp nw...
wanna c e stars n sea agn...
n maybe e sunrise...
i miss all of dat..

whr hav e stars gone...
blown away by e wind?
hiding behind e coulds?
or simply couldnt shine without u ard?

不能说的秘密 (Secrets) by Jay Chou:

冷咖啡离开了杯垫
我忍住的情绪在很后面
拼命想挽回的从前
在我脸上依旧清晰可见

最美的不是下雨天
是曾与你躲过雨的屋檐
回忆的画面在荡着秋千
梦开始不甜

你说把爱渐渐放下会走更远
又何必去改变已错过的时间
你用你的指尖阻止我说再见
想像你在身边在完全失去之前

你说把爱渐渐放下会走更远
或许命运的签只让我们遇见
只让我们相恋这一季的秋天
飘落后才发现这幸福的碎片
要我怎么捡

it's a damn nice song...
u can listen it on my imeem playlist..
nt tis one la...

ok la...
tmr still nid to do project wk...
cya...

2007-08-04T23:13:00.000+08:00

harlo...
rather taxing sia these few wks...
n plus dat stupid weather...
in e end i still fall sick le...
hahaz...
cant afford to fall sick nw...
alot of band matters to settle..
n sch work to catch up...
rly hav to recover fast...

anyway we had openhse todae...
abit boring sey..
we were juz entertaining ourselves onli...
wad's e publicity of e 8th student's council doing man...
but we still had fun...
frm all e fun dance n mass dance...
e music we played...
e ex-schmates we saw during e openhse...
quite cool...
at least i feel dat we r more 'together' le...
dat's great...

heard dat mrs soh's retiring le...
for those ex-bpband members hu haven heard abt e farewell party for her...
feel free to tag here or sms me for details...
so looking forward to seeing u guys agn...
miss u n e times we all had...

wa...
so fast sia..
2 mths to promo...
half my jc life is almoz gone...
aft this..
we will be real adults le...
no more waking up early for sch...
no more getting caught for attire or for hair le..
no more ponning lectures le...
no more mountains of hw le...
no more having lunch together every lunch break le...
no more pri, sec or jc life le...
no more...
life is rly damn short lehx...
i m alrdy 17 le...
still young..
but feels lyk half of my life has gone...
i btr enjoy e last moments of my teenager sch life...
i m gonna miss it much...
07a03...
i m spending my last teenager sch life wif u guys...
u guys shld be honoured...
hahaz...
let's finish it nicely...
finish it happily...
finish it meaningfully...
finish it memorably..
finish it together...
PJCSB...
tis will most probably be my last cca...
been onli 3 yrs playing music in band...
n half a mth playing here...
it's fun being wif u guys..
playing music is oso as fun becoz of u...
so thnx alot...

i tink i hav e 'tink alot when i m sick' syndrome...
until nw still no cure...
hahaz...
but nvm...
dat's nt e onli illness i hav to deal wif..
i btr get well soon...
cya guys...

2007-07-31T20:58:00.000+08:00

harlo ppl!!!
it's nt dat i wanna scare u guys la...
but 8 more weeks to promo le..
so jiayoux ppl!!! =)

suddenli i don feel lyk i m a arts student...
i failed both my arts subjects la...
die...how...
help me lehx...
i m lyk burying myself in geog n econs now...
alot thr's not much to bury myself wif econs
..wif dat little and not understandable materials i hav...
geog is lyk...
dunno wad to sae la...
i m starting to see geog hw to fall lyk meteors in a meteor rain...
uncountable sia..
hahaz...
but i still dun rly understand most of e stuff la..
hav to buck up le..

yongyuan ar..
tsk tsk...
tink of cha bo onli...
nw she toking to me on msn lehx...
jealous ornt?
hahaz...
ok la...
damn bored nw...
muz find someone to tok to online nw...
n do some revisions...

2007-07-24T21:22:00.000+08:00

arlo guys...
tough sia these few daes...
so geog-ed..
hahaz...
alot of geog assignments suddenly...
n e tchers thod dat it's v little...
try multiplying little by little...
u get little²...
which is alot....
how...
i still dun understand geog la...
especially human geog..
shit..
chose e wrong subj combi le...
even econs is easier to understand nw...

how..
i stil haven finish e assignments lehx!!!
n i dunno how to do them...
help me!!!
help!!!

My IQ

2007-07-23T20:09:00.001+08:00

2007-07-21T22:04:00.000+08:00

hello everyone...
it's me again...
too bored le...
jc is nt as stressful as sec sch la..
but ur life will only be doing hw n revision..
sumting lyk wad i m doing nw..
excluding e doing hw part la =P

i rly miss dat special feeling i had in sec sch..
everydae i would be anticipating wad would happen on dat dae...
doesnt matter whether it was a gd dae or a bad dae...
it's always a meaningful dae for me..
but nw in jc..
everything is v different...
maybe becoz our cls is nt bonded enuff...
or maybe becoz we r too used to our sec sch life le...
one thing's for sure..
it's nt e same..

my cls..
they r an interesting lot..
v fun...
v emo for some...
cant say they bond well..
but no major conflicts so far...
heng ar..
hahaz..
obviously thr r some cliques in e cls...
even though my cls is lyk 20 ppl strong...
but at least i still tok to everyone in cls..
for me at least..
my concern here is that my cls is a little...
dunno how to sae lehx..
btr dun sae la..
i can onli sae dat e characters of our cls ppl clash..
dat's all..

so my boring life is juz studying...
tuition on tues n thurs..
n study on wkends..
maybe a few soccer games here n dere..
but dat's it..
dat's e summary of my life..
i heard someone once said..
ppl tink more once e tempo of life slows down..
obviously mine is slowing down alot...
dat means more thoughts la..
hahaz..
i thod of my future..
jc is a one-way path...
once i take tis path...
thr's no turning bac..
i started to feel e pressure ever since i thought abt tis..
i cant let my mum n dad down....
especially my dad...
he work damn hard for both me n my brother...
so i m gonna work hard too...
aft tis?
i dunno...
wad kind of career do i wan?
i noe i wanna start a business..
together with my frens n my cousin...
but i noe i hav dreams too..
sports r my passion..
especially soccer...
if i were lucky enuff..
i might carve a career out of it...
i oso lyk to sing...
althought i suck at singing..
but doing something i lyk may oso be a gd idea...

will i get into a relationship?
isit too early for relationships nw...
i dunno...
technically speaking...
it's rly too early for le...
if i were doing a GP essay on tis topic...
i would hav listed out a whole page of points..
but as long as e heart is ready...
it's nv too early rite?
it's juz abt waiting for e right one...
n checking whether it's e right one...

i type too much le la..
ltr tzewei sae i cant control agn...
haiz...
heck care la..
it's a boring life i lead..
but it's a happy heart i hav...
so smile ppl =)

2007-07-18T20:31:00.000+08:00

SHE DIN FORGET!!!
HAHAZ...
SO HAPPY LA!!!
almoz jumped up on e spot aft i saw e msg...
her hp gt prob la...
thn todae thn msg me...

looks lyk i nt a free man anymore..
i m a happy man!!!
hahaz..

2007-07-17T21:52:00.000+08:00

this is it!!!
my 100th post!!!
so happy...
i wanna thank my mom n dad n.....
ok...
nt funni...
anyway...
e meaningful thing is dat..
todae is oso my bdae!!!
yay!!!
AND...
todae my sis is oso putting her 100th post on her blog!!!
so cool rite?
n thank u for wishing me happy bdae sis...
...n everyone else...

i shld start abt todae firx..
i woke up v l8 todae la...
coz my gd frens all chose to send their bdae greetings at 12am!!!
n mummy even called me to sing me a bdae song at midnite!!!
but she din sing la..
coz i ans e call in a v slpy tone...
hahaz...
but though i was damn tired...
i was v v v happy!!!
thnx for rmbering my bdae u guys!!!
so...
i rush to e bathroom...
had a quick bath..
n my dad gave a lift to breakfast...
my dad rox man...
thn i was eating..
n bz replying smses at e same time...
hahaz...
finger v tired la..
n jiayi...
i din c ur msg properly..
so i din noe it was frm u..
sry...
n thnx for e bdae greeting =)

so cool..
when i reached sch...
alot of ppl i noe shook my hand...
so happy la...
aft morning assembly..
e usual band ppl gathered at e concourse to sing me a bdae song...
n gav me my firx bdae present of e dae!!!
a pair for converse shoes!!!
damn nice la..
i lyk it ppl..
thnx alot agn!!!

thn at 12 30...
my cls gav me a surprise by bringing 2 bdae cakes into e cls!!!
so cool la...
n they sang bdae song for me...
so honoured..
but u muz wondering..
y r thr 2 cakes?
one was for me...
n e other was for lunjia!!!
coz her bdae is tmr!!!
happy bdae to u in advance!!!
tmr we blew e candles out n started eating e cakes of coz...
thn e guys wanted to giv me e bdae bash..
but changed to giving me a wedgie instead...
n wyner...
so funni la..
he pulled my u*******r until gt one hole la..
hahaz..
so funni...

e fun wasnt over...
sean enoch n daniel decided to treat me to suki sushi la!!!
so nice..
we had e best times of our life thr la..
toking crap...
eating until we cant take it..
hahaz..
so fun...

aiya...
might as well tell u everything dat happened todae...
thn i went bac to sch wif enoch coz enoch gt choir meeting n i wanna teach alycia maths...
aft dat...
sze jie wanted me to meet her at bpp..
so i went o meet her n xiuren...
they so nice...
bought me a small cake too...
having it for breakfast tmr =)
thn we discussed abt band stuff n walked sze jie home...
we gentlemen rite?
hahaz...
tis is e time when u nod ur head...
dat's abt it for my bdae todae...

ok...
100th post le...
a long way man...
for sec 4 till nw...
alot of things happened...
both happy n sad...
most of it emo..
hahaz...
changed so many blogskins...
changed so many blog songs...
but sumting hasnt changed...
i m still here blogging...
my purpose of blogging still hasnt changed...
thnx for ur support to my blog for so long...
i will continue blogging...
i will continue to grow wif my blog...
hahaz..
n i will continue to blog emo stuff..
hahaz...

sumting emo for todae...
happy bdae...
it isnt happy enuff without ur greeting..
u haven wish me happy bdae yet...
i noe u forgt..
coz u found me insignificant...
so...
i can now safely say...
i don lyk u anymore...
i giv up...
thr's no pt for me to hold on to sumone hu doesnt look bac at me...
it's time to let go n move on...
i luv u...
always...
but nw...
not wif all my heart....
u r juz a memory nw....
dat's all folks...
happy bdae...to me...

2007-07-15T16:44:00.000+08:00

hello everyone...
v excited nw lehx...
coz tis is my 99th post le..
guess when i will post my 100th?
hahaz...
i guess onli shirin noe sia...
she's gg to post her 100th post on e same dae as me too..
so happy...
nw for my 99th post...

ytd was fun...
me n yy met up for breakfast...
we wanted to hav e 2-dollar meal at mac de...
but...
i forgt wkend dun hav...
paiseh ar yy...
thn we choing to sch...
but in e end i m still l8 for cartooning..
=.=ll becoz of some prob...
e instructor for e workshop was e ex-creative director of Walt Disney..
n he said dat we can be pros in juz mins...
wa seyy...
but rly noe how to teach...
so my style la..
tink-out-of-e-box type of teaching..
nt lyk e boring ones...
whr we hav to prac until we go nuts...
n he's damn pro...
i wanted to ask him to draw me a gundam..
but...
a grp of students went to interview him aft e workshop..
apparently they r doing pw on Walt Disney..
so heng la...
e instructor came to e sch..
to them...
shld hav done on Walt Disney la!!!

thn i went to watch soccer...
v funni la..
those strong teams cant win easily..
those noob teams r damn lucky lor...
lol...
thn i went to watch talent time...
quite interesting la..
but gt tired of standing behind wif my neck stretched to its max...
so i went to watch soccer agn..
so bored aft dat..
so go straight to lunch wif e clique..
we had lunch at kfc...
n so did e eyecandies of e gals...
dortz...
so they spent more of their time feasting wif their eyes than their mouths...
hahaz...
e funniest moment was when we were leaving..
jiemin wanted us to move out firx...
so as to make a 'grand' exit for their eye candies to c...
i tink yy suddenli decided to help them...
he was walking out when his bad accidentally knocked over a tray...
it was damn loud la...
e whole kfc stared at yy...
actually it's e whole bunch of them la...
dat was grand...
hahaz...

ok la..
finish posting le..
now i hav to plan for my grand 100th post le...
stay tuned!!!
hahaz...

2007-07-12T22:18:00.000+08:00

arlo everyone...
as usual...
long time no blog..

gt bac my results le..
Maths 34/60 - C
Econs 13/50 - U
Geog 30/10 -U
Phy 34/50 - B
GP 56/100 - C
sux la...
maybe will retain...
dunno..
i dowan..

ytd was a messy dae for me..
gt bac geog paper 2...
pure shit...
emo agn..
actually dowan to go for e auditions de..
but since my name is alrdy up thr..
so i juz went lor..
v nervous..
shouted every note out..
hahaz..
aft dat was over..
i went for band...
still sad abt geog...
ms tan announced e new batch of exco-s
she started wif e sl-s...
i wasnt rly disappointed when sulaiha was announced as e sl..
she deserved it...
thn i waited for e 'librarian' post i applied...
thr were 3 librarian...
but my names wasnt any of e 3...
i was disappointed la..
n i went bac to emo-ing...
until when ms tan said:
'ABL....Guanri...'
i was stunned la...
my eyes were so wide opened dat my eyeballs almoz dropped off...
my firx reaction was lyk...
i tink i shld stand up...
i was feeling damn messy inside...
still sad abt my geog...
n astonished dat i m e abl...
still hav dat mixed feelings even now...

but anyway..
i m still v sad abt my studies..
i kinda wonder whr e things i studied went...
i muz study damn hard now..

oh ya lastly..
i noe u r still mad at me yvonne...
i tink i noe y...
coz i shouted at u dat dae...
i shouted at u coz i m damn disturbed by e 'thing' u kept telling me...
so i m apologising nw...
i hope such a small thing will not affect us...
looking forward to seeing u tmr...
cya...

2007-07-06T21:28:00.000+08:00

i miss sch during holidaes..
but nw...
i rly rly tink dat...
sch sux for me!!!
form tcher cum econs tcher MIA for dunno how long le...
maths tcher toking crap...
GP in hot n humid n irritating weather...
wanna plae tennis oso cannot..
coz dat oil tank booked e court for PE...
PW oso kana scolded becoz we dunno sumting we r nt sure..
lol...
at least geog nt so bad...
my favourite subj nw...

my cls is getting more n more bonded nw la...
at least i get to tok to everyone in cls nw...
n even get to tok to their gfs...
hahaz...
e pt is...
we r closer nw...
same goes for my band...
we r lyk stuck tgt nw..
hahaz..

aiya..
nth much to blog lehx...
giv me inspiration ba!!
hahaz..

2007-07-03T21:49:00.000+08:00

sry guys..
haven been blogging tis few daes...
i was bz enjoying myself la...
hahaz..
keep gg out...
nw my wallet is feeling the heat le..
hahaz...
i tink i shld stop playing n concentrate on my studies lo...

i juz highlight a few big things i did...
firx it was e firx ever...07A03 chalet!!
ok la...
it wasnt as fun as e 3P1 n 4P1 chalets la...
but it was still fun to me...
i went to safra resort in an awkward situation..
i was supposed to cab down wif ernest n hendrick...
i actually predicted dat qianhui will tag along...
n i thod hendrick would oso be a "lightbulb"...
but...
he oso brought his gf...
win le lor...
i m e xtra la...
shining brightly somemore...
hahaz...
nvm...
used to it le..
e rest made it abt e same time as us...
but...
alot of "but"s hor...
it started to drizzle..
how to start e fire for bbq lehx?
so i suggested dat we go bowling firx instead...
n ruibin n yvonne played pool...
bowled quite ok dat dae...
lunjia was lyk damn fierce la..
bowled a 144 game...
lol...
it was still drizzling by e time we went bac la...
but ernest n hendrick were trying to start e fire le...
i helped la...
n of coz...
e fire started in no time...
coz gt me ma..
hahaz...
i tink i shld speed up le..
thn we ate n talked...
until everyone went hm...
..n julia sham n cass joined us...
..terry ernest qianhui n me dat is...
thn cass was complaining dat she was hungry n wanted burger king...
so...
we..
dunno y la..
decided to go changi airport...
we tried flagging cabs...
thn we walked out instead...
but...
it's damn far la..
trust me...
i noe..
bad experience last time..
4P1 ppl shld noe la..
hahaz...
thn we talked abt creepy stuff n more on e way bac..
so fun la..
n tired...

e next dae ar...
quite tired sia...
but dunno y nt slpy..
i rushed hm to get ready for np concert dat nite...
wif mummy n everyone...
aloy n benji were wearing handsome clothes la...
n aiman ar...
no comments..
hahaz...
look lyk a waiter la..
rite yida?
hahaz...
me lehx..
tshirt n jeans..
so plain...
but lucky brought my blazer...
at least nt so bad...
we actually missed e firx part of e concert....
cannot believe it..
i m l8 for a concert for e firx time sia...
but actually e concert is oso nt v gd...
but i still enjoyed my time thr wif e pjcsb gang...
thn we headed for dinner at bt timah....
sufi is damn nice la...
insisted on lending me money for dinner..
so nice...
but i feel so bad la..
shld hav gone hm...
but thnc alot sufi...
owe u one...

ok..
dat's a few memorable things i did...
todae oso memorable la...
maths...
wa seyy...
tis is e lowest i hav ever gt for maths...
34 out of 60!!!
lol...
but phy...
surprisingly..
i gt 34 out of 50!!!
top cls!!!
yesh!!!
tyco la..
i rly din study much la..
rly lucky to hav chosen H1 phy la..

ok la..
fingerache le..
hahaz..
cya guys...

2007-06-28T22:52:00.000+08:00

this blogskin nicer rite....
wa lao....
change one blogskin oso can die sia....
i could finish earlier de la..
if not for dat stupid internet error..
@#^@!&^%$#
hahaz...

2007-06-28T20:28:00.001+08:00

yoz everyone...
nw dat mye is over..
i hav more time to post le...
post until u guys cant catch up oso can ar..
hahaz...

tis morning when i woke up ar...
wa lau!!!
sores all over my arms la...
muz be e frisbee match n bowling games la..
..n arcade bball...
hahaz...
despite dat..
i still went to meet huda aloy n benji for pool..
hehe...
nv die b4 sia...
hahaz...
todae quite on form sia...
gt in alot of shots...
i gt intensive training bac when i was working at e pub k...
hahaz..
wad seyy...
thn i met yy n rb n yvonne at ljs...
thn we went for e crappy pw workshop...
e firx part was nt bad...
it was constructive la..
n it was e firx part which drawn me to e 2nd part la...
but....
but....
mdm was rly rly rly rly boring la..
n abit...
u noe...
maybe it's a pregnant thing la..
"it's e attitude la..."
qouted frm her obviously..
i don understand la..
wad has being resourceful got to do wif e attitude...
so those hu r not resourceful has bad attitude la?
lol lor...

nvm...
e worst was over anyway...
thn me n yy went to chiong arcade bball...
he's damn fast now la...
i m lyk...
fast but nt accurate de...
nonetheless i still gt 300+
nt bad la...

ok...finish posting le...
i wanna look for a btr blog skin...
tis one v mafan...
everytime i post hav to adjust template de...

2007-06-27T21:08:00.000+08:00

PAISEH PAISEH!!!
I FORGOT TO LOOK AT E CALENDAR...
I THOD TODAE IS MONDAE LA...
lousy excuse hor...
hehe...
but sry la...
my bro was using e com on mondae n tues so i cant blog...
sry...

alot to post sia..
my midyr ar...
tsk tsk tsk....
it would be a miracle if i can get average a C for all la...
even had prob wif maths la...
i tink i din study enuff la...
aft this midyr i btr listen more in cls la...
i start frm GP ba...
GP is e easiest la...
so no-kick...
but i m worried abt e level marking thingy onli...
thn i had geog paper 1...
no eyes to look ar...
haiz...
thn it was econs...
paper 1 quite average sia...
tn i thod my paper 2 can pull my marks up..
i was wrong...
nw i hav to depend on my paper 1 to pull my marks up..
lol =.=
thn it was phy...
i tink i did lousier tis time thn e last test..
haiz...
lyk duh...
i did lousier in all e subjects in midyr la..
thn it was maths..
i was tinking lyk..
finally...
a definite 'A'
but..
wasnt even sure i will get B or not..
haiz...
bleh...
dat was e worst dae of e yr so far...
thn geog paper 2...
it was difficult for me..still...
but it's easier than e tests dat ms leong gav us la..
i was abit happy...
dunno y..
was gonna fail geog anyway....
haiz...

nvm!!!
mye over la..
celebrate....
b4 i cry at e results...
hahaz...
went to watch fantastic 4 aft geog wif ruibin yy daniel n yvonne...
it was fantastic la..
hahaz..
thn we went to play arcade bball...
nt bad...
300+ le...

nw for todae!!!
i bet mummy is waiting for me to post abt todae...
hahaz...
i forgt to take alot of pics sia...
mummy...
muz sent me e pic we took todae k...
i haven even seen it la..
as usual...
i din tok much...
shy ma...
at firx thr were onli me aiman huilin huda aloy n benji...
huilin la...
called me early in e morning...
9 30 lehx...
so early for me..
hahaz...
we went to west coast park to play frisbee...
we decided to plae a match aft i painstakingly made my way thr...
apparently i was to engrossed in my sms n missed my stop...
hav to walk all e way frm on end to e other la..
anyway...
me huda n benji were up against huilin aiman n aloy...
n we beat them flat....
hahaz...
yay!!
thn yaolun came n joined aiman's team...
maybe it's becoz of his red cap n shirt ba...
our team started losing...
but we still manage to win them by a bit...
yay...
hooray to e huda-n-benji-n-guanri team...
hahaz...

thn we decided to seek shelter at mac...
whr we waited for mummy n her uncle TK n a PJC alumni (i suppose so)
thn we went bowling...
yay!!
waited for a long time le...
me aiman n mummy shared a lane...
aloy benji n huda were beside us...
n e last lane was for huilin yaolun n khairul( i tink dat's his name ba)
i bowled quite well for e 1st game...
124...
e 2nd game was disappointing sia..
81 onli...
last game was e highest i hav ever gt la...
157!!!
so happy....
next time muz bowl 180!!!
hahaz...
oh ya...
muz nt always tok abt me ma...
mummy oso important...
coz mummy don rly noe how to plae...
so aiman was lyk saying:
"if u get a strike i treat u lunch ar!!!"
thn mummy gt a strike le!!!
hahaz...
hooray!!!
hahaz...
firx shot of 2nd game somemore..
leading us in e lane la..
hahaz...
thn aft e game we went hm...
hahaz..
sudden ending sia..
hehe...
ok la..
post so much le..
bowled so much le..
nw my hands n arms r so tired le la...
so..
bye bye!!!

2007-06-13T14:33:00.000+08:00

heyx...
i m lyk half dead aft mugging for so long le...
n oso aft doing so many surveys...
x.x
K.O...

but i get to enjoy somedaes...
lyk ytd..
played badminton...
finally sumting fun aft so many mugging daes....
but at least i get to play bball everydae...
todae's weather isnt looking gd...
maybe no bball le..
another sianz dae...
haiz...
zzzzzz...

how ar...
my geog is lyk damn lousy nw...
cant memorise anyting sia...
but at least i understand most of e things..
but i cant memorise them!!!
short-term memory sia...
at least my other subjects ok le...
left wif dat sickening geog...
grrrr...
okok...
it's time to study geog...
AGAIN...
haiz...cya...

2007-06-05T21:59:00.000+08:00

halllllooooo....
hahaz...
long time no blog le...
miss me rite...
don nid to sae oso noe la..
hahaz...

tis few daes has been boring n taxing for me..
coz i was...
MUGGING..
mugging is lyk journey to hell...
e worst part is..
i tink i m nt coming bac dat soon..
haiz...
still hav to suffer so much....
no choice ar..
hav to do it for my future..
my bright future!!
hahaz..

oh ya..
as u can c...
i hav a 'fren test' here on my blog...
if u wanna noe how well u noe me as a fren...
u can try it out..
but it's damn hard la..
if anyone can get full marks...
she can be my galfren le...
n he can be my gay partner le..
hahaz...
so..
those hu wanna be my galfren or gayfren can try to score full marks..
jiayoux ar..

maybe becoz i ve been mugging for a few daes...or wks...
i tend to lose myself le..
i tink i shld slow down a little...
n settle my emotions firx...
i noe shirin is still feeling v down nw...
maybe u tink i dunno how u feel...
n maybe i rly dunno how u feel..
but try to cheer up for me k?
kor will always be here for u de...
stay happy...
smile =)

2007-05-31T21:02:00.001+08:00

hello...
juz feeling bored nw...
oh ya...
last time forgt to post abt me watching POC wif my band ppl...
paiseh ar..
actually i oso cant tok much abt e movie...
some ppl haven watch ma...
go n watch la!!!
thn i can post abt e movie..
hahaz..
nvm...
i can tell abt wad we did b4 n aft e movie...

i can still rmb..
me...
alone...
playing in e arcade...
spent alot of money...
lol...
waiting for them ma...
hahaz...
dunno y la...
din tok much throughout e whole thing...
maybe my mouth too tired le..
hahaz...
i noe le!!!
i shy ma...
dat's y...
hahaz =P

haiz...
miss my band alot...
sry ar..
it's bpband k..
sry pjband..
hahaz...
miss my section..
abit onli la..
hahaz...
i oso miss our ally section trombone section..
...abit more..
hahaz...
sry ar horn section...
hahaz...
tmr gonna c u guys le...
happy ma?
muz be happy k...
if nt ar...
heh heh heh...
hahaz..

ok la...
still sianz nw...
dowan to do hw le...
come n tok to me lehx..
hahaz..

2007-05-29T23:02:00.000+08:00

hello hello...
no choice ar..
sumone ask me to update ar..
hahaz...

wasted e whole dae todae lor...
actually i wanted to hav econs consultation wif mr lim de..
but thn he juz ignored us all e way..
n when we were abt to go..
he started to let lunjia consult him...
$!%$^#%
hahaz...
nvm...
me yy n rb went bowling instead...
i todae damn lousy la...
1st game 96 2nd game 124 3rd game 126!!!
i can get more de lor..
all becoz i wanna try stunts...
haiz...

thn we played pool..
damn fun la..
beat them flat ok..
hahaz..
ok la..
they oso beat me a few times la...
aft dat..
i played bball...
wa...
i din noe i did so many things...
dunno whr i get all e energy sia..
hahaz...
dat's nt all...
i still had my tuition...
quite short lehx todae...
haven even finish teaching my parts sia..
next time mehx teach faster...
hahaz...

tmr gt alumni gathering...
so looking forward to it..
becoz i wanna c someone ma...
=X
hahaz...

2007-05-24T21:51:00.000+08:00

hi again..
quite no life sia tis few daes..
hw n revision onli..
but luckily juz now played badminton juz now..
recharged le..
hahaz..
enoch pro sia..
gan diao me lehx..
hahaz..
no la..
maybe becoz my racket lousier..
if not ar..
i will pon his ass ar!!!
hahaz..

ok la..
v bz tis few daes...
so i btr cut short my posts...
byez!!

2007-05-22T21:43:00.000+08:00

i m bac...
with vengence..
hahaz...
juz kidding la..
i can tell people miss me la..
hahaz..
long time no blog le...
now i muz vomit everything out..

firx thing...
damn fed-up la!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
my hp is spoilt..
not exactly spoilt la...
it's juz dat e screen is damaged...
haiz..
so sad..
wondering if someone will buy a new hp..
(hint: bdae on 17 july!!! important)
hahaz..

holidaes le..
so happy...
can play until i die..
but...
i hav no money lehx..
hahaz..
how?
muz save up lor..
dunno if i can go skating wif my band ppl lor..
(hint: xiu ren!!! i tink u hav sumting to ask me rite?)
nvm la...
i can still do other fun things..
hehe..
however..
i tink e most impt ting rite now is to do revision..
get prepared for consultations..
so dat i can be prepared for my mid yr exams..
yes!!!
sounded so fake..
hahaz...
but rly la..
i shld work hard n play harder la..
hahaz =P

haiz...
long time no emo le..
hahaz...
is dat gd?
hahaz..
cant emo much tis few daes..
too bz for dat...
but sometimes..
when i slow down...
i tend to tink bac..
wad i was missing..
dat little feeling i had in bp..
dat little feeling i m missing in pjc..
i miss..her..
i still don dare to sae la..
wad's wrong wif me anyway..
m i gonna be a chicken for e rest of my life?
i m still a coward now..
sad to sae..
m i trying my best..
maybe..maybe not..
some things r meant for us to fight for..
not literally la..
but..
we muz at least make e effort to...
i c ppl gg all out for it..
but i c ppl fail too..
maybe i m too afraid of failure..
i myself failed a few times le..
but i don intend to fail e next time...
or rather...
i dowan to..
haiz..

enuff of emo-ing...
do ur hw la!!!
hahaz..

2007-05-16T21:25:00.000+08:00

finally..
i m blogging agn le..
hahaz..
i start frm e syf ba..

we gt silver..
i tink it's ok la..
we practiced for 3 short wks for syf n we can still get silver..
rly not bad le la..
no comments abt other bands la..
dowan to tok abt them la..

my shoes r torn!!
bloody la..
pe todae as usual..
saw izah thn..
n she said she missed me..
awww..
told u i m lovable le..
hahaz!!
i din c yida lehx..
muz be scared of me le la..
hahaz..
aft dat it was supposed to be soccer time..
sean wanna pawn my ass..
so he asked me to bring boots..
thn in e end..
cannot plae..
coz no next team..
i hav to plae bball..
n i tore my shoes during e game...
wad the --
nvm..
at least i get to buy new shoes..
hahaz..
or sumone can buy me a pair..
(hint: my bdae is on 17 july)
=P

thn i went bac to bp band..
guess hu was thr..
(hint: guess)
i was lyk..
lyk..
i dunno..
mixed feelings i guess...
but my face did show something..
a smile..
i guess i m happy..
i guess la..
it feels lyk old times..
it's juz dat..
it's not..
i tink onli jiemin noes wad i m toking abt..

bleh..
tink too much le..
tok too much le..
do ur hw la..
i m doing mine..

2007-04-26T21:01:00.000+08:00

wah...
finally sia...
the worst is almoz coming to an end...
geog test pht test comprehension test submission of PI
everything squeezed into one short 24-hr thurs...
squeezed the blood sweat n shit out of me man...

huamn geog test was lyk...
inhuman...
how to finish 6 pages of foolscap in 1 hr?
siao ar...
dat one confirm fail le la...

phy test was lyk crap simple la...
compared to human geog la...
comprehension test lyk...
wait...
how was it lyk ar?
i dunno la..
i did it when i was half-conscious..
so i tink oso gone case le...

now relax la...
still left wif submission of gpp draft next wk...
thn 2 econs test n submission of final gpp next next wk...
next next wk is oso e syf le...
haiz...
the worst has yet to come...
i btr enjoy my last fun moments...
hahaz...

but it feels gd to be buried under hw n tests agn...
maybe i m a bit sadistic n crazy la...
but i miss this feeling for a long time le...
n i won make e same mistakes for another 2 yrs le..
so gd to be bac..

long time no post le...
so todae's one will be super long..
let's tok abt my cca firx...
band is fun...
my section is fun...
it's juz dat...
we hav some prob la..
wif some guy...
in my section...
jie min yvonne n tze wei shld noe wad i m toking abt...
n used to be BM someone...
lol...
dat sch lack talents sia...

enuff of dat person le la...
tok abt other tings...
my band is actually quite alright la...
juz dat we hav e lousiest dynamics generally...
dat's all...
thr r a few hu can play rly well wif gd dynamics...
lyk one pro in my section...
other than me=P
e percussion section was ok...
they hav rly pro ones...
n rly bad ones...
so average out become ok..
hahaz...
ms chan said we shld aim for a silver...
a realistic target for us...
but i tink we may hav the chance to get a gold medal..
i tink la...
we juz hav to make ourselves presentable ma...
we can do it in 2 wks de....
i can feel dat we r improving v well...
if we keep tis up we can do it de...
thn it will be ms chan's turn to treat us 'pissa'..
hahaz...

our cls is lyk united la...
e guys especially...
we even went to a LAN outing last thurs...
so cool rite...
but i was e one feeding la...
hahaz...
actually we gt alot of things common...
we r gd in sports...
as seen during e sports day when we own half e hse...
most of us lyk to sing...
we lyk to bowl...including our CT...
alot of other things la...
at least most of e ppl in cls hav a lot of common interests...
so looking forward to our firx cls outing...
i hope they will org one soon...

ok la...
tired le la...
btr rest for e 2nd war ar...

2007-04-21T23:05:00.000+08:00

*cough cough*
*sniff sniff*
i feel v sick now...
rested juz now...
while i was resting...
..i thod it was a gd time to sort out my thoughts...
i miss my cls...
i miss e strange bond we had...
not strong but mysteriously binds us together...
i miss bpband...
e ppl...
e average music we played...
e lousy drills we did...
e frens i made...

if u hav no idea how i feel...
try listening to all e songs under 'soothing ones' on e blog music player...

i miss her...
how's she doing?
does she miss me too?
maybe...maybe not...
i noe...
she was e one for me...
but i wasnt e one for her...
maybe i shld let go...
she is not e onli flower...
in e fields full of flowers...
but she's e prettiest i hav found...
maybe i hav not found other prettier flowers...
maybe i m e one hu's supposed to pick her...
maybe i shld continue searching...
e one flower for me to pick...

at least i made new frens...
in my new sch...
my new cls...
a new start for me...
i will make her part of my memory...
e most beautiful one of all...

thr's so much things in life for me now...
i hav committed myself to band...
to win a medal for e band...
i hav promised to get e best results for my 'a' lvls...
life has so much meaning in it...
i c no reason y i shld be giving up on it...

dat's all...
i feel much btr now...

2007-04-14T14:50:00.000+08:00

yo guys...
rly long time no post le...
coz i had been a v hardworking boy e past few daes...
dat's y...
hahaz =P

ytd was lyk wad the...
lunjia n yvonne ignored me yongyuan n ruibin...
lol...
yvonne din ignore me for long...
aft band prac ytd...
everything was back to normal b/w us...
hmm...

e 'wad the' mood continues todae too
lunjia called me during band prac...
dunno y lehx...
wd to say to her lehx...
ltr i say e wrong things sia...

now dat i hav a haircut le...
i btr do my hw le...
byez...

2007-04-03T21:30:00.000+08:00

hi guys...
juz couldnt find e time to blog this few daes...
quite a lot to catch up this few daes...
n e hw looks foreign to me now lor...
long time din do them le...
hahaz...

thr was sports' heats trial todae...
qute sianz lor...
i ran 13s for my 100m lor!!!
wanna cry my eyes out le...
no competition in e long jump section though...
i guess everyone is scared of me...
hahaz =P

haiz...
tutorials ar...
i hate them man...
todae was so called e 'tutorial dae'
i had 5 tutorials todae...
firx was pw...
she teaches quite well...
but...
she tends to get to 'excited' easily...
hahaz..
her voice will go lyk...
up up....n away..
hahaz...
other than dat she's ok...

thn thr's geog...
i m a person hu reads people's words rly fast...
so when e teacher's words doesnt form a grammatical correct sentence...
i will get jammed thr...
lyk system jammed sia...
hahaz...
hav to use my singlish dictionary sometimes...

econs ar...
headaches...
plural k...
frix thing...
it's in e aftnn...
rite b4 our lunch...
rly hungry, tired n slpy...
haiz...
super cannot take it le lor....
n mr lim hav to speak dat softly n gently...
n sometimes he muz make life difficult for us...
explaining things in such a vague manner...
hav to ask a lot of qns lor..
waste time...

thn aft lunch is e sickening phy tutorial...
it's sickening not becoz of e teacher n her teaching methods...
it's becoz it's e longest tutorial i m having tis whole yr...
sry ar mt sudents...ur mt tutorial oso dat long rite =P
tell u something funni...
my cls has 6 peeps taking H1 phy...
n todae 5 did not finish their hw...
n hu is dat one most hardworking, outstanding, proud, handsome, unbelievable student lehx?
i wonder hu sia...
hahaz...
it's me la..
surprising rite?
i m always lyk e last person to do hw de lor...
but turned out i was wrong..
hahaz...so proud of myself...

thn it was GP...
debating todae...
against 07S27...
our content clearly won them by a BIG portion...
but...
in e end they won...
becoz they gt btr speakers on the whole...
wad the...
e best speaker was joanne frm OUR cls lor...
it was juz dat yongyuan cant organise all e rebuttals properly in dat short amount of time lor...
rubbish la...
but we noe we shld hav won lor...

ok la...
i btr revise my hw n start doing some drafts for my PI le..
cya guys...

2007-03-26T20:10:00.000+08:00

yo man...
nth to do now...
went through my notes dunno how many times le...
..n i dunno how to do my PI juz yet...
so i guess i will post a little...

some gd news n bad news...
e gd news is i m handling my subject combi v well...
i hav not rly touch on GP n my understanding for PW isnt dat well enuff...
but other than dat i m fine...
e bad news is....
i did a bit of my own 'economics' juz now...
i realized dat i cant save up dat much for a trip to japan at e end of JC2...
not to mention end of JC1...
haiz...
wad to do lehx...
i cant even save up to half e sum this yr lor...
unless i find a job dat is at least $500 per mth...
which is lyk difficult...
i guess i hav to try n find more students to teach...
dat's e onli way lor...
or i increase my tuition fees...
haiz...
money ar..
troublesome lehx...
or i don go japan la...
so difficult to save up money..
n i cant spend much during holidaes...
bleh...

most importantly...
i still have to save up for her bdae...
i dunno how i m gonna do dat man...

i dunno...
maybe i miss e sch or sumting....
i kinda left half of me back thr...
i don feel different..
i juz feel incomplete...
clearly someone has taken half of me away...

i miss her...
i rly do miss her...
these few wks hav been wonderful for me...i try to tell dat myself...
i met a lot of new frens...some old frens...but none of them can bring a smile on my face lyk she does...
new jc...
new environment...greater distance between us..
new goals...
it's time for me to do well for a lvls...
i btr concentrate on studies n nth else...but i can never stop loving her...
jiayoux!! jiayoux...

2007-03-18T20:56:00.000+08:00

yo man...
i m bac here le...
coz i m v sianz...
haiz...
rly nth to do during e holidaes lor...

anyway...
sum gd news for me...
my team beat pjc alumni-s 3-2 todae!!!
so proud of my team...
keep winning lor..
hahaz...
n i get to play for half e match...
...as right back..
haiz...
still a defender...
i shld be a striker or sumting lor..
dun feel comfortable playing in dat position lor...
nvm la...

e second thing is dat i finally bought huang yida's new album le!!!
quite impressive...
u shld buy it too...
hahaz...

ok la..
dat's all for todae k...

2007-03-15T22:06:00.000+08:00

hello everyone...
bz wk hor...
bz playing dat is...
hahaz...
for those in jc...
common test wk is next wk rite...
jiayoux wo....
haiz...
nth much to study lehx...
onli gt H2 maths notes lehx...
notes frm other subjects r not available lehx..
so...
nth to study le...
excuses hor..
hahaz...

wad to tok abt now lehx...
hmm...
i went to pjc band todae...
in e end i m still stuck in horn section...
haiz...
coz horn section nids talents ma...
so...
how can i sae no?
hahahaha....
too hao lian le la...
my notes crack n crack n crack everytime i change a note lor..
this sux man...
but i can still pitch lor...
this proves sumting...
yamaha french horns.....
SUX!!!!!!!!!
let me repeat myself...
yamaha french horns....
SUX!!!!!!!!!
hahaz...
rly la...
hard to pitch n get damaged so easily...
blehhhh....
thumbs down for yamaha french horns...
hahaz =P
no la...
i tink i m quite ok wif french horns la...
my pitching was ok...
hav to work on it...
i tink i juz nid more practice...
n this reminded me of my stupidity...
i borrowed e french horn to practise e music we played todae...
but...
i forgt to bring e scores hm...
........
practise wad shit...
aiyeer...
haiz...
forgt it...

ok la...
i oso gt nth to tok abt le...
so...
let me put a full-stop right here k----> .

2007-03-07T21:00:00.000+08:00

YO MAN!!!
hahaz...
i gt into pjc le!!!
so excited...
went for e orientation todae...
i met up wif xiu ren jie min tzewei for breakfast...
thn rachel n yvonne came to join us...
so crowded at e bus interchange lor...
e queue at 190 was exceptionally long...
in e end we took 985W thr...
i saw alot of my frens thr lor...
pri sch n sec sch de...
n frens i met in competitions de...
i can almoz find frens in any tribes lor...
oops...
btw we r broken up into tribes...
sumting lyk orientation grps la...
n thr r 36 tribes lor!!!
dats a lot lor...
mine is tribe 23...
thr is weeleng eu ginn n mingjun in my grp...
n sum other frenli ppl...
my tribe rox!!!
thn every tribe has one clan...
n thr r 6 clans...
sry ar..
dunno how to spell them...
hahaz...
n mine is myre!!!
myre rox!!!

e firx part of e dae was quite boring n tiring...
sitting in e halll listening to e subj combi thingy n cca thingy...
so tiring...
thn we toured ard e sch...
my tribe leader C Y and yan ting showed us ard...
e sch is rly damn big...
n nice of coz...
i lyk e pool table e most...

thn it was time for mass dance!!!
so fun lor..
but e dance steps were so difficult to rmb...
but we had a lot of fun...
i was paired up wif joanna...
it was rly v fun la..
this was a v gd ice breaker lor...
now all e guys n gals can blend well..
let's c hu else i noe ar...
i saw yu bin...
maybe u guys dunno la..
used to be e same cls as me delwin ruihe junliang in pri sch for 3 yrs...
n i saw yongyuan too...
n benedict...
n teck lin...
hahaz...
alot la..

oh ya...
i visited e cca booths too...
thr was band of coz..
n i saw aiman...
he was lyk not v enthu to us me n rachel...hu was wif me...to join band...
dunno lehx...
hahaz..
thn i visited chess club...
thr was this so-called puzzle...
alot cant solve la..
thn me n mingxian solved it lyk n 5 mins...
so easy...
hahaz...
noobs ar..
hahaz...
hahaz...
too carried away le...

ok la...
dat's all for todae le..
v tired...
i tink i go n slp lo...
nitez =D

2007-02-28T22:15:00.000+08:00

hello hello...
rly bored lehx nowadaes...
xr la...
dowan to lend me his notes lor...
now can onli study chi...
bleh...
nvm la...
try to find sumting to do lor...
i hav been swimming these few daes...
getting darker lo...
hahaz...

hmm...
i m still tinking lehx...
wad section shld i join if i go pjc band...
..if i go pjc la...which is super possible..
shld i join trumpet section?
trombone section?
baritone section?
clarinet section?
saxophone section?
so many more lehx...
i juz cant join horn la...
it's lyk damn hard lor...
too pro an instrument for me le...
i tried e trumpet todae...
quite easy wad...
no kick la...
hahaz...
i tink tmr i will try e baritone ba...
c if i can play lor...
but i gt prob sightreading scores in bass clef lehx...
haiz...
c ba...
or i can join tuba!!!
hahaz...
juz kidding...

n shld i join archery in pjc?
sounds fun...
but rachel said her fren is in archery...
n e fren doesnt rly find it interesting...
so...
c firx ba...
some even asked me to join canoeing n rugby...
siao ar...
ask me to die early ar?

haiz...
boring boring boring...
i rly wanna start sch fast lor...
thn i can hav headaches over hw...
get scolded by teachers...
wake up early n come hm l8...
hahaz...
i tink i siao le la...

2007-02-26T21:35:00.000+08:00

hello guys...
rather down this few daes...
dunno y too...
maybe becoz i m too bored le ba...
i dunno...
other than family n my colleagues...
i tink i din see much of anyone else le...
rather weird la...
a bunch of peeps whom i tok to for 4 yrs le...

i hav been gg bac to see e band e past few wks...
e band changed totally i tink...
firx ting...
e sec ones r getting shorter n shorter....
i dunno y...
n secondly..
to be honest...
e band is not a gold medal band anymore...
definitely...
so sad la...
maybe i m sensitive or wad la...
we hav gd players...
but we hav bad players too...
alot of them...
i heard e playing onli...
i din see e marching yet...
nvm la...
ur seniors r here to help...
i tink this is e onli whr so many seniors came bac to help...
even b4 band comp...
rite?

i wanna tok abt my section...
b4 i left my section to die i rmbered dat thr was this guy-n-gal thingy gg on in e section...
as in gals will mix wif gals n guys wif guys...
no communication la...
frm my point of view la...
n sumting v disturbing la...
fangyee is e section leader...
n zhengwei is e assistant section leader...
fangyee gt wad it takes to be a v good section leader...
but e section is juz not cooperating i tink...
n zhengwei is putting in too much of his emotions in band...
i wan to see commitments...
not emotions...
in short...
my section is slacking...
dropping...
dying...
gg to be dead...

i tink it's partially my fault too...
i tink i shld try i tok to them more often...
n giv them some tips to cope wif band n hw...
if i gt tips la...
feel so useless lor...

hmm...
guess i will see e section agn tmr...
hope dat tmr will be btr...
=)

2007-02-21T20:35:00.000+08:00

heyx...
sorry ar..
one wk din post le...
but i tink noone even care rite...

firx thing's firx...
happy chinese new yr!!!
chinese new yr was quite fun....
i went to my grandma's hse on chinese new yr dae...
it was lyk a professional gambling den when i gt thr lor...
n it was onli 12 when i gt thr...
=.=lll
thn of coz...
my bro was glued to e table immediately...
n he started his losing streak..
i din wanna bet la...
but for e sake of having fun...
i bet $2 onli la...
...n won $40 =X
lucky la...
my uncle put some money on my bets...
n ended up winning hundreds...
hahaz...
so fun...
thn aft dinner...
me n a few guys went to play pool...
finally...
coz 2 of them stay in malaysia...
so we don hav any time together most of e time...
dat's chinese new yr...

i bought angela's new album lehx...
not bad lehx...
but almoz e same style as e previous albums lehx...
most importantly..
she's prettier now...
hahaz...

hmm...
nth to post le...
no life de lehx...
i wanna start studying noe le...
last wk i saw junliang's math hw...
it was rather difficult lehx...
i managed to understand half of it onli...
haiz...
looks lyk i hav to bulk up when i start sch lo...
n i oso hav to start exercising too...
hahaz...
watch my figure =P
...n grow taller...

2007-02-13T21:33:00.000+08:00

yay!!
i m bac...
feels so gd to be bac...
my com was attacked by dat stupid trojan lor...
thn hav to reboot e whole com...
lost internet connection for a long time lor...

alots of things to sae actually...
i gt 14...
so sad...
i thod i could at least get a single-digit
but...
haiz...
i gt A2 for my amaths...
can u believe it?!
n i gt A2 fo my higher chinese too...
bleh...
y cant i get A1?
y...
sad case..
well...
i hav made my choices le..
1st: pjc 35A
2nd: ajc 21A
3rd: pjc 35S
4th: ajc 21S
5th: forgt le...shldbe nyjc arts stream plus CLEP
hahaz...
i tink sure dio firx choice de la
hahaz...

i went to e band audition juz now lor...
but i cant even finish playing concert Bb on e french horn lor...
n dat guy said dat i had e wrong fingerings...
so paiseh lor...
n he asked me to sightread a piece of score...
it's lyk damn easy....
but i cant play!!
*sob sob...
so sad...
i played e trumpet btr lor...
wad a failure...
nvm...
i hav decided to try a new instrument...
saxophone!!
hahaz...

haiz...
so sad now...
feels lyk a failure these whole wk...
becoz of various events...
cant tell now...

this reminds me...
i attended this concert...
by e west winds...
wif lye ee joan n soo min...
e music was ok...
i lyk e spirited away...
v nice but not rly well done...
anyway...
e main part was actually at e end...
aft they played their encore piece pirates...
this guy...
i tink he's frm e horn section...
horn rox!!
hahaz...
he ran all e way frm e back to e front door...
we thod he was gonna juz tok abt e times he had in band...
thn it turned out to be a proposal!!
so cool...
u shld hav seen e whole thing...
it was lyk rocking e whole house down...
hahaz...

propose...
in public...
he sure gt guts...
not lyk me...

2007-02-06T21:20:00.000+08:00

hello everyone...
if thr's 'everyone'...
my blog huh...
haiz...
disappointing...
i guess i hav to change blogskin again la...
hahaz...
see firx la...
i will find a gd one...

haiz..
boring...
i thod i can enrich my life with some labour..
but...
i m onli working on wed n fri...
nite...
i will be teaching some pri sch band on fri i tink...
n sat teaching tuition...
other than dat...
i m a free man!!
hahaz...

i tink i shld start playing some sports again...
lyk badminton n bball...
tmr morning i will play bball...
n i will find somedae n play badminton...
i will be my sporty self agn...
not a pig hu slps e whole dae...
hahaz...
sports r important...
but...
i hav to play alone...
coz my frens r all studying or working...
nvm...
i can live wif dat...
hahaz...

i tink i will stop here...
n ur tags muz start here k...
v boring now lehx..
hahaz...

2007-02-03T21:56:00.000+08:00

yo man...
i m here to post again le...
wa...so sianz ar...
i feel dat i hav onli been toking to 2 ppl these few daes...
my mum n my bro...
so sad lor...
no frens to tok to..
haiz...
so.....
come n tok to me!!
hahaz...

hmm...
let me see wad i can tok abt...
ok...
e alumni band prac...
we played disney dunno wad thing la..
forgt e name le la..
n we played phantom!!
i was quite lousy la..
actually wanted to say we sucked la...
=x
hahaz...

oh ya...
this thurs hor...
i hav this interview...
in sch lehx...
abt e alumni band de...
so scared...
y ask me...
aiyo...
now i so nervous la...
hahaz...
muz pull someone along wif me..
ppl u can oso volunteer urself de..
hahaz...

ok la...
actually nth to say le....
rly no life lor...
next fri getting results le..
so...
rly looking forward to it....
hope i get six pts!!
hahaz...
hope la...

2007-01-28T21:31:00.000+08:00

heyx...
rather bz these few daes...
bz working at the pub...
it was fun...
the ppl thr were cool...
and ya...
i had lots of fun...

attended alumni prac last fri...
it was kinda ok...
n again we had fun...

ya..
dat's abt it...
empty huh?
i miss e good times..
n e rly gd times...
all i hav now r memories i can look bac...
other than dat...
i hav nth...
whr's e fun?
sometimes i find myself becoming another person...
i cant find the fun n playful guy in me...
instead i found a loner...
a miserable soul...
i lyk the old me...
but unfortunately...
i cant find him anywhr...

hahaz...
u may tink i m crazy...
cant find myself...
maybe i m...
but someting's sure...
i m empty...
a hollow shell...
a living dead...
hahaz...
i dunno...
i guess as long as i juz focuz on a goal i should be ok...
n i tink a gd nite slp is best for me now...
nitex...
off to find myself again...

2007-01-24T21:04:00.000+08:00

hello everyone...
nth to do la...
youtbe oso cant watch de...
dunno y...
so gt time to post le...
i went bac to sch todae...
i everydae kana tiger man...
but todae...
ah ha...
todae...
nth happened...
i juz walked past him ar...
hahaz...
i almoz shocked dio lor...
coz when i was nearing e air rifle range...
pleasant music came to my ears...
i was tinking...
it's either e band ate e wrong breakfast...
or i long time nv dig my ears le...
or...which was wad happened...
daniel was playing e music from his com...
....
heng ar...
i thod i stepped into e wrong sch sia...
hahaz...

n i realised sumting...
e band leaders r getting fiercer n fiercer...
hahaz..
scary...
lucky i m out le...
yes!!!
ok la...
v tired le...
so...
cya...

2007-01-23T20:10:00.000+08:00

hello...
v long din blog le...
oso lazy to blog le...
hehe...
no life ma...
so sianz...
wake up in e morning...
play com...
watch tv...
thn slp...
rly no life lor...
i m working soon le...
thn my life will be even more sianz...
this time i m working at a pub lehx...
so fun...
can play pool somemore...
i tink la..
can take 5 n play la..
hahaz..

but rly...
no life le
i miss sch...
miss e times i had wif my frens...
miss e times i had struggling wif hw...
miss e times i hated my exams results...
miss schdaes romance...
oops =x
hahaz...
but i wanna say is...
i miss e life in sch...
life...
now no life...
when i go online in e morning it's lyk 100++ offline...
sianz...
online oso nth to do..
wanna go out n play oso nid to worry abt expenses...
sch is still e best...
i still hav 2 mths more...
haiz...
i wanna go to sch!!!
go to sch onli...
not studying k...
hahaz...
don get e wrong idea...

2007-01-13T23:09:00.000+08:00

yo man...
nice song rite?
this song is for u guys out...
say dat u love~~~
hahaz...
ok...
time to post...
ytd was...
....
dunno lehx...
maybe becoz i missed out almoz half of it...
after i met them we went to starbucks as suggested by rachel...
she was worried dat i was hungry...
so touched...
hahaz...
anyway...
we tok n walked n laughed lyk mad...
hahaz...
sounds so crazy...
lyk zoo gathering...
hahaz...
dat's generally all...

oh ya...
we talked abt a big project...
aft jc...
e whole group...
will go japan!!!
hahaz...
rachel soh suggest de...
so i hav to start saving now...
hahaz...
so great to see us so talkative aft so long...
ok...i noe it's onli a few mths...
but it's long to me...
n to most of us...
hope our friendship can last...
wad m i saying...
it will last...
not lyk my blog...
dying liao...
no one comes here de...

2007-01-05T10:14:00.000+08:00

hello everyone...
b4 i start...
let's sing a bdae song for weilun!
happy bdae....
but his bdae over le...on wed...
hahaz...
let's sing a bdae song for sarah now!
her bdae is todae!
hahaz...
happy bdae...
ok...now for zhengwei n hans...
theirs is tmr!
happy bdae to u guys...
hahaz...
phew...tiring...out of breath le...
ok...now i can start le...
hahaz...
u muz be wondering y i m so free now...
i shld be working hor...
coz e boss n manager r not ard..
hahaha...can slack!!!
tmr too...
hahaz...
great news for me...
...n bad news too...
...coz dat means i won get my pay todae...
T.T
muz wait..
haiz..
nvm la...
i m stil rich...
muahahaz...
ok...i tink my post will stop here...i will post again tonite...

2007-01-02T20:48:00.000+08:00

hello guys...
lazy to post these few daes...
especially when e internet is slow lyk hell...
firx post of e yr....
wish u a happy new year firx...
of coz...
a new year calls for a new year resolution...
hmm...
firx of all...
no more slacking le...
i m sixteen turning seventeen this year...
so i shld be more sensible...
stop slacking n start being serious...
i noe i still nid to hav fun...
but i will control myself...

now dat i look bac...
2006 was some hell of a year...
quite rushed...
alot of things happened in e past 365 daes...
band comp...
o lvls...
n many more...
i muz say...
i m stronger now...
physically n metally...
sad to say, not emotionally...
instead of getting stronger...
i gt more scars added to my collection...
i feel dat i don understand myself v much...
n i dunno how to noe myself better...
so...
this year...
i hope i can find myself a mirror...
a gd mirror dat can show wad i m...

new year calls for a new plan too...
this fridae is e firx alumni band prac of e year!!!
yes!!!
so looking forward to it...
i miss my horn...
i miss e sound it makes...
i miss e band music most of all...
hahaz...
ok...
so much for band...
next will be my soccer prac...
every sundae is when i will get e sunshine...
n sweat lyk hell...
hahaz...

a whole new year...
a whole new chapter waiting for me to write...
so...
let's start our year wif a bang!!!

2006-12-26T20:30:00.000+08:00

hello everyone...
long time no post le...
lazy to post actually...
hahaz...
oh ya...
i forgt to wish u guys a v merry X'mas...
though it's a bit l8 for dat now...
so...
let's wait for new yr ba...
hahaz...
how do u find my new blogskin?
nice?
pls show some response lehx...
my blog seems so insolated...
no one comes de...
T.T
ok...
i will be waiting here...
hahaz...
n watch anime at e same time of coz!!!

2006-12-23T22:05:00.000+08:00

hello everyone...
lyk my new blogskin...
i thod it was simple n nice...

i oso dunno wad to post todae...
i went to work this morning..
n played pool tis aftnn...
cousin's treat lehx...
my money was saved...
hahaz...

now i m here...
dunno wad to do...
maybe i will watch anime now...
u guys can tag b4 u go...
thnx...

2006-12-16T20:34:00.000+08:00

hello...
rly enjoyed myself todae...
worked half day todae...
thn went to play pool...
finally can relax le...
i rly thought alot while i was playing...
alot...
of things...
life is rly lyk a game of pool...
although one has nth left on e table...
but one is e winner of e game...
by sarcrificing everything u ve gt...
u win e game...
dat's v true...
is a person who hav tried his best a winner already?
hmm...
y did i even think abt this qn anyway...
dumb arent i?
hahaz...
ok now...
time for me to watch anime le...
tag pls...

2006-12-12T20:13:00.000+08:00

hello...
i m v tired now...
worked e whole dae in e stupid office...
so cold...
n boring...
haiz...
actually i gt nth to post too...
everydae stuck in e office...
haiz...
i go n wtach my anime le la..
haiz...
now even my post is boring...
=.=

2006-12-07T19:57:00.000+08:00

Yo man...
i gt a new hp le!!!
sony ericsson k618i...
those hu wan my new no. can tag at e side...
but i tink most of u noe le...
my father still doesnt noe this yet...
shhh...secret...
hahaz...

went to sentosa todae...
e weather sucked man...
n noone brought ball!!!
lol...
i shld hav brought it lor...
but we did celebrate shengyu's bdae...
n gav yu jie a gd farewell...
i tink...
hahaz...

oh ya...
i found a job le!!!
actually my mum found it for me la...
i m suppose to ans calls n fill in applications n stuff lyk dat...
i noe nth abt e job lor..
e pay...
how it's paid...
wad kind of customer i m dealing wif...
nth...
nvm...
tmr i will noe...

haiz...
finally sumting to keep me occupied...
i hav been tinking alot these few wks la...
same prob...
cant tell...
secret...
i hav this little story...
once thr were 2 farmers...
both of them grew oranges...
e firx farmer was a lucky farmer...
he was given all e fertilizers he wan by his relative...
he spent many hrs in e field...
rain or shine he was thr...
n in e end...
he gt his reward...
sweet juicy oranges...
e second farmer had e lousiest luck...
his field was surrounded by mountains...
onli during late morning to early aftnn could he get sunlight on e field...
rain was oso rarely felt on dat patch of field...
he worked at hard as e firx farmer...
maybe even harder...
but in e end...
he gt nth...
his oranges were in small amts n they were nt as big n juicy as e firx farmer...

life is not fair...
wad to do...
if wad u put in is not wad u get...
n dat attitude is nth...
n all depends on luck...
y not juz sit n wait...
wait for luck...
luck...i cant believe i hav to depend on this...

2006-12-05T21:09:00.000+08:00

hello again...
rly bored these daes...
i tried finding a few part jobs...
but...
always gt prob de...
either e job is not available anymore..
or no response frm e person...
nvm..
i will find one de...
v soon...

lyk todae...
i went to play pool...
rly sian lor...
even dat was boring..
haiz..
nvm...
i m looking forward to thurs' picnic...
hope it wil be a real picnic...
not go sum restaurant or ex place...
i will die de..
my wallet will hav a hole burnt dere...
haiz...

ok now..
i wanna watch my anime again..
cya...

2006-12-02T19:11:00.000+08:00

hi guys..
so many days din blog le...
juz don feel lyk it la..
hahaz...
no la..
actually..
a lot of things happened in these fews daes...
i dunno wad to post here too...
ltr i post sumting too personnal here..
thn i will die ar...
hehe...
now dat i somehow..
...or somewat...
..controlled my emotions...
i tink i can post le...
let's start frm e chalet...

i dunno if this chalet was a success or a failure...
firx day was cool...
it was rather organised...
except for e bbq...
we juz anyhow cook n eat...
hahaz...
but we served gd food to ms tay n mr osgodby hu were also thr...
n it was ms tay's bdae too...
4T1 bought her a nice present..
n of coz as her form class we bought her a cake...
n sand e song...
blah blah blah...
everything was so beautiful...
until...

aft e cakes n stuff...
we went to rent bikes...
n changi village is popular for e transsexual ones...
in simple terms...
...gays
so scary lor...
thn we cycled bac...
n we tok as a whole class...
it's rly great to see dat we can still tok lyk tis...
really nice...
thn cycling...
n went cycling wif lye ee joan kenghuang n kian...
out of e five of us...
three r drunk...
guess which three...
........
it was lye ee joan n kenghuang...
i dunno la...
but i tink it was kinda crazy drinking n cycling to east coast park...
of coz...
e pure ones...
me n kian...
hahaz...
we cycled thr...
half-dead...
it was v far lor...
but we reached thr ard 1...
morning...
when e stars r out...

i oso dunno wad gt over me thn...
i became quite emotional...
maybe becoz of e sea n e stars ba...
i lyk watching e sea n gazing at e stars at nite...
e sea at nite is exceptionally calm...
wif e stars hanging above...
v nice...
joan was super tired when we gt thr...
so was kian...
they rested at mac wif lye ee while me n kenghuang went to e beach...
we tok alot la...
but i won tell u wad we tok abt...
i juz lied down n tink as i looked at e stars...
n listened to e breaking of e waves...

i feel dat e sea n e stars make a perfect match...
a perfect picture at nite...
y isnt my life lyk dat...
i looked at e stars for an answer...
i listened closely to e sea for a reply...
but i gt nth...
but nonetheless...
i feel peace in my mind...
maybe e sea n e stars r trying to tell me...
wad will be, will be...

ok...
enuff of e emotional stuff...
let's go on...
we were abt to cycle bac when someone called to say they were caught by someone police officers...
hahaz...
oso dunno y...
lucky we were not caught...
thn ltr...
i oso dunno how...
e ppl frm my class oso cycled down to east coast park...
not caught...
a big grp lyk dat...
thn they cycled bac aft a short time...
oso not caught this time...
hahaz...
we played safe la...
we went bac ard 5+...
but...
i had e worst luck...
leg cramps...
bike broke down...
haiz...
no choice...
had to call e cab..
but...
e bike cant fit in...
how?
walk lor...
haiz...
i cycled to east coast park without my left slipper...
which was torn...
n my leg was already swollen when i gt thr...
n i hav to walk bac...
lyk dat..
so poor thing...
thn i called mingjun to get a double bike down so dat i can push ot bac wif him cycling...
but...
e double bike was too small...
cannot...
so we hav to push...
push...
push...
i pushed for 3 hrs...
when we gt bac...
firx thing we did was to drink...
super big gulps...
finished them in a sec...
thn i went bac for a bathe...
everything was slow motion...
n it took half an hr b4 i came out of e bathroom...
thn i slpt...
outside though...
for a while onli la..
coz e sun burnt my butt...
hahaz...
thn it became boring lor...
played mahjong...
daidi...
cooked pasta for lunch...
thn i slept again...
all e way to dinner time...
thn aft dinner...
e fun starts...
water bomb!!!
4P1 vs 202
hahaz...
n e winner was...
my cls of coz!!!
hahaz...
but...
sumting ugly happened during e water bomb fite la...
apparrently e family staying next to our chalet was departing...
n one of e water bombs landed beside a 3-yr-old...
thn e mother n e grandma were v angry...
e grandma started shouting at us...
demanding for an apology...
qiu zhu went to apologised...
n e grandma was trying to be unreasonable...
so qiu zhu started to shout at her...
magnus went to stop him..
n tried to apologise n explain everything to her...
but no...
she wont listen...
so...
magnus joined qiu zhu..
hahaz...
in e end jonathan n yu jie n jun liang settled everything...
they left alright...
left us unhappy...
but we hav james n shengyu ard..
they started e fite again...
n we went bac to e atmosphere...
except for magnus n qiu zhu...
it was v fun though...
thn we tok again...
n again...
all of us slept early since it was e last nite...
i din slp la..
cant slp...
so i tok to lye ee at e bus stop...
another starry nite again...
so i spent my time star gazing again...
thn i went bac to play daidi...
so much for chalet...

prom nite...
fun...
but tiring...
xiu ren ar...
stomachache...
cannot stop de..
hahaz...
anyway...
e fun part was e choosing of e prom king n prom queen...
prom was easy...
coz e firx contestant was joan...
not joan tay...
joan frm 4P2...
i tink it's joan ang if i rmb correctly...
e guys are difficult to choose...
we had 2 frm frm my cls...
zaki n jonathan...
but sadly jonathan was knocked out...
zaki made it to e final round...
but e prom king was jimson la..
he was gd..
e drama part...
n aft e whole thing...
we had e whole dancefloor to ourselves...
hell did we rock e place down man...
hahaz...
but i was too tired for dat..
so i took pictures lor..
hahaz..
aft prom nite...
i guess dat part i will keep it to myself...
hahaz...

yes...
e concert ytd..
most sec 4s hu were supposed to go were all down..
hahaz..
onli me n kenghuang left...
n e rest of e gang...
e concert was e best i hav seen so far..
n e biggest too...
ACS I symphonic band...
ACJC concert band...
ACS I wind essemble...
n e last part was all of them together...
e songs were also classics...
frm e olden 'Superman'...
to e modern 'Pirates of the Carribbean: Dead Men's Chest'
so cool lor...
thn we had supper...
went hm..
slp...
fullstop...

wow...
i managed to finish all these..
so tiring...
don say i din post ar...
hahaz...

2006-11-25T11:58:00.000+08:00

hello guys...
long time no post le...
watching anime ma..
v busy de lehx..
hahaz...
anw here i m...
these few daes hav been v busy...
went to buy clothes for prom nite la...
swimming...
play pool...
dinners...
cycling...
n e up coming chalet...
my schedule is so packed sia...
hahaz...
but it's v tiring la...
gt sunburnt so more..
my shoulders r lyk..
so disgusting...
skin peeling off le..
eeeeeeee...
my legs r also aching aft swimming cycling bball n soccer...
hahaz..
but fun la..
ok la..
next time thn post longer la..
now i hav to watch my anime!!!
hahaz...important...

2006-11-18T23:17:00.000+08:00

heyx guys...
todae was so tiring lor...
but fun...
went swimming this morning...
thn shopping till evening...
so long din swim le...
or shop le...
so refreshing!!!
hahaz...
tmr i m gonna swim again...
not enough lor...
1 whole long year din swim le...
hahaz...
todae's shopping trip was...
long n tiring...
hahaz...
kian left halfway lor...
cannot take it...
hmm...
i still not sure of wad to wear for prom nite...
budget is low...
hav to work to get more money lor..
hahaz...

haiz...
exam over le...
as a sixteen yr old...
it means alot of time for planning now...
planning for e future dat is...
studies...
hav a rough idea le...
of coz...
i hav to gain some exposure in working life firx...
more time means more playing wif frens..
and most importantly...
more time for girlfriend le...
i hav been so sensitive n shy about this when i was still a fifiteen yr old kid...
but now...
no more time to be shy le...
go n fite for wad u wan...
don regret when u r old..
hahaz...
i don believe dat appeared on my computer screen...
hahaz...
but it's true la hor...
so...
wait for my gd news...
i m a new sixteen yr old...
oh ya...
i won forget to hav fun wif all of my frens...
let's play!!!

2006-11-16T20:03:00.000+08:00

YEAHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
VICTORY RUN!!!!!!
stilll dunno if i m victorious ornot la...
hahaz...
but...
IT'S OVER...
YEA MAN...
WOOOOTTTTTSSSSSSS...

but hor...
i dunno wad to do now lehx...
lyk gt too many things to do le...
trust me...
i will be v bz...
coz i gt to work!!!
hahaz...
me...
making money...
in my sixteeen yr old soul...
hahaz...
thn i m gonna play...
soccer...
piano...
new things...
i will also do sumting i wanna do...
n i hav this dream i hav been hoping for...
u r gonna c how thick-skinned i can get...
hahaz...
oh ya...
n i wanna finish watching one piece by this mth...
can ornot ar...
hahaz...
anything is possible..
if u start now..
so...
bye!!!
hahaz...

2006-11-14T20:08:00.000+08:00

hi guys...
u lyk my blog songs?
can autoplay le...
coz i copied it frm xiu ren's template...
hahaz...not copyrite hor =P
anyway...
todae's amaths was ok...
i was stunned by e firx qn though...
so...crap...
hahaz...
but on e whole...
it was ok...
i checked through my work...
n i found soooooo many mistakes...
wa lao...
so careless lor...
lucky i hav time to check lor...
actually plenty of time la...=X
hahaz...
tmr is phy n geog paper 1...
haiz...
geog paper starts at 4 30 lor!!!
so crazy...
trying to kill us...
nvm la...
i hav to study phy now...
don stop me!!!
hahaz...

2006-11-11T19:06:00.000+08:00

hello...
so fast sia...
another day is gonna end le...
hahaz...
i feel this way becoz...
i woke up at 1 plus...
hahaz...

i was so slpy lor...
study so much...
hehe...
so i watch anime e whole time juz now...
hahaz...
i finish watching chobits le!!!
e ending was so touching...
almoz wanna cry le...
hahaz...
but it rly touched me...
emotional again...=P

now dat i finished watching chobits le...
it's time to finish one piece le...
one piece is lyk nv ending de...
hahaz...
but it's nice...
recommended by me...=)
but i cant keep watching anime now...
hav to study!!!
haiz...

2006-11-10T20:40:00.000+08:00

woots!!!
finally...
one xure a1 subject over le...
but hor...
e environment i was in juz now was super challenging de lor...
raining...
n e stupid fan was beside me fanning lyk sia...
n dat xuezhi...
keep moving...
make noise...
disturbing lor...
so difficult to finish e paper in time lor...
but i finished e paper in 1.5 hrs la...
hahaz...

ok la...
hao lian gou le...
i still nid to study for my sciences de...
haiz...
hope i can get a1 for both...
=D
i nid to go study for my a1s le...
hahaz...=P

2006-11-09T20:31:00.000+08:00

yea!!!
e worst is finally over..
geog...
yes~~~
can pass la i tink...
hahaz...
ok...
dat's over...
throw all e geog notes away le!!!
hahaz...
tmr emaths ar...
it's gonna be a breeze...
hahaz...
ok la...
i will come prepared de...
=P
hmm...
come to tink of it...
o lvls' gonna end le ba...
thn i can do wad i rly wan to do le...
do wad i rly wan to do...
hmm...
i rly wanna...
don tell u lehx!!!
hahaz...
ok...b4 dat day comes...
i still hav to study...
haiz...bo~ring....
hahaz...
cheer me on k...
=)

2006-11-08T20:15:00.000+08:00

wad's up yo...
todae was lyk...
huh? finish le ar?
seems too simple le...
too calm...
is this e peace b4 e storm?
hahaz...
better not scare myself too much...
i tink i better stay cool...
u noe wad i mean...
hahaz...
i sound so guai...
hehe...
tmr is geog paper 2 le...
so sianx...
14 00 to 16 15...
late aftnn lehx..
i wanna slp lor...
oh ya...
all those taking bio papers b4 me...
gd luk lo...
those taking geog...
let's do it together...
those taking both...
poor thing...
hahaz...
no la...
gd luk to u too la...
ok...
dat's it...
hav to study geog now...
stay cool guys...

2006-11-07T20:19:00.000+08:00

hi guys...
long time no see...
miss me?!
hahaz...
i doubt so la...
coz no one tag me T.T
so sad...
tag hor...

wa...
one wk no post le...
one wk passed so quickly...
6 more examination daes...
5 n a half more subjects left for me...
i btr bulk up...
tmr is English le...
jiayou...
to u guys n me...
hehe...

i m quite pissed off these few daes...
maybe becoz of e examination...
it's not dat i was angry wif myself...
it's juz dat i don lyk to memorise facts...
rly...
r we suppose to memorise everything n spit them all out to our examiners...
..n tell them we learnt all of dat?
did we even learn in e firx place...
for me...
i learnt a lot in sci n maths...
i undersatnd humanities...
but i don memorise most of e examples n stuff...
so r they gonna say...
u dunno examples...
therefore u din learn anything...
is dat it?
i admit...
i m kinda stupid...
n i hav a v bad memory...
i tried...
but i noe...
e more i stress myself...
e less i can memorise...
wad to do...
fail e subject?
haiz...
i hope e examiners see all these n think abt it...
don tink u r juz marking scripts...
a lot of sweat n pain r in thr...

ok...
enough of e depressing stuffs...
how do u find my new blogskin?
ok la...
a little too childish le la...
but it brings bac memories k...
hahaz...
oh ya...
check out my list of songs...
they r nice...
all from various animes...
hope u lyk them...
i m off to study le...
tag hor...
tag hor...
tag hor...
.....