i tink tis will be my last few posts i m gg to put up le.. i m v tired le.. sumtimes i rly wake up n tink.. is tis juz another day? another day dat has no purpose for me.. whether i exist or not will not affect anyone.. it's juz one more person in cls.. one more leader in band.. one more fren out of e thousands..
i m v troubled.. but i cant seem to find anyone to tok to.. i cant find e right one.. i dun even noe wad i m typing nw.. lyk as if someone will rly noe wad i feel..
it's all my fault la.. i m nt gd enuff.. stupid.. simple-minded.. only noe how to hurt ppl.. dunno how to cheer them up.. e only tink i can do is to smile to others n hope dat others do too.. n scold myself deep down.. i m happy dat i m gg to step down le.. coz i m nt gg to cause anymore trouble le.. e only thing i can tink of nw is to study.. n nt let my parents.. they r my onli 'motivations' in life..
thr r many things i wanna sae.. but i cant do it here.. n i cant find anyone to tok to either.. so let my juz bury all my thoughts along wif tis blog.. i m gg to post 1 more time.. aft my taiwan trip.. till then..
oh ya.. n happy bdae szejie kevin n huda..
is it me
be bold
are the words too weak ?
or things weren't obvious enough
Targets for Midyrs
Maths - A
Econs - D
Geog - D
Phy - A
GP - C
the darkest star
Guanri
17July1990
Pioneer Junior College
..Symphonic Band
07A03
if u have not noticed..
..i hav been shining at night