miserable.. the only word i can describe myself nw.. u can imagine how miserable i m.. doing my miserable routine.. n having such miserable grades.. wad a miserable state i m in.. miserable..
studying.. haiz.. e more i study.. e more i feel that i cant do it.. memorising stuff is juz nt my forte.. my supporting evidence will be my econs n geog grades.. miserable 'U's.. another stupid problem i hav.. i cant write fast.. dat's damn dumb.. cant score becoz cant write fast.. cant i juz type out my essays.. i dunno la.. ms tan still suan me juz nw.. study so much still get such grades ar.. even szejie has sumting to say.. damn sad la..
study grps.. dat one more classic la.. studying in a grp is supposed to help me improve rite.. but how i come i feel dat i m e onli one nt improving in e grp? firx thing.. in the band onli me n michelle take H2 geog.. but she's nt in e grp.. second thing.. most peeps.. especially peeps frm my cls.. use study grps to consult me maths.. it's nt dat i dowan other peeps to ask me maths la.. but r we supposed to hav peeps hu r gd in other subjects to help too? ask enoch geog.. he will keep saying 'i tink it's lyk dat'.. econs.. so far it's still majority of e peeps asking me qns rather than e other way rd.. wa lao.. lyk dat how to improve.. consultations.. wanna ask e tchers why is tis tis tis lyk dat.. they will juz say u dunno coz u din study ur notes..go n find out urself.. or u dun expect me to giv u e ans rite? onli ms leong n ms lee actually answer my qns.. although most of e time i dun understand ms lee
it's my fault la.. for choosing a combi dat nt many peeps actually take.. so my solution to dat.. ..is to study even harder.. boring.. sad life.. sad me..maybe tinking of her let be happier for a short while..but other than dat.. no motivation at all..
okae.. i btr 'self-motivate' agn.. n study ALONE agn.. as usual.. maybe setting targets might work.. c how for mid-yrs..
is it me
be bold
are the words too weak ?
or things weren't obvious enough
Targets for Midyrs
Maths - A
Econs - D
Geog - D
Phy - A
GP - C
the darkest star
Guanri
17July1990
Pioneer Junior College
..Symphonic Band
07A03
if u have not noticed..
..i hav been shining at night