*cough cough* *sniff sniff* i feel v sick now... rested juz now... while i was resting... ..i thod it was a gd time to sort out my thoughts... i miss my cls... i miss e strange bond we had... not strong but mysteriously binds us together... i miss bpband... e ppl... e average music we played... e lousy drills we did... e frens i made...
if u hav no idea how i feel... try listening to all e songs under 'soothing ones' on e blog music player...
i miss her... how's she doing? does she miss me too? maybe...maybe not... i noe... she was e one for me... but i wasnt e one for her... maybe i shld let go... she is not e onli flower... in e fields full of flowers... but she's e prettiest i hav found... maybe i hav not found other prettier flowers... maybe i m e one hu's supposed to pick her... maybe i shld continue searching... e one flower for me to pick...
at least i made new frens... in my new sch... my new cls... a new start for me... i will make her part of my memory... e most beautiful one of all...
thr's so much things in life for me now... i hav committed myself to band... to win a medal for e band... i hav promised to get e best results for my 'a' lvls... life has so much meaning in it... i c no reason y i shld be giving up on it...
dat's all... i feel much btr now...
is it me
be bold
are the words too weak ?
or things weren't obvious enough
Targets for Midyrs
Maths - A
Econs - D
Geog - D
Phy - A
GP - C
the darkest star
Guanri
17July1990
Pioneer Junior College
..Symphonic Band
07A03
if u have not noticed..
..i hav been shining at night