hi guys... did i post ytd ar? i tink i didnt rite? i forgot le la... hahaz... ytd i was sick n too down to post la... nth to post too... haiz... i feel dat my life is repeating itself... wake up... study... lunch... study... thn thr will be a joke or 2 in between... n dat's my life... lyk wad it was todae... i rly feel miserable now... i rly do... i dunno... maybe i m too stressed out... ya... maybe dat's y... rather disheartening to always feel lyk this... dat's y i try to put on a smile in front of my frens... it looks btr doesnt it? but my eyes dont seem to be cooperating... my eyes always giv my feelings away... thr's a chinese saying... our eyes r e windows of our heart n soul... very true... sry for being so depressing rite now... i juz wanna throw it all out here... lyk wad i always do in e past... n gt complained... hahaz... don worry... i wil be fine after i let it all out here... thn i can do my geog le...
i cant see wad's infront of me rite now... isit becoz of the haze... or is thr another haze in me... my steps gt smaller... tougher... n more painful... to stop... or not to... no... never... i told myself... i dragged my hurt soul on... inch by inch... day by day... worth it? i m not sure... e onli thing i noe is dat... i won regret... i won regret moving on... no matter how many times i fall... i will still pick myself up... no matter how tired i get... i will still hang on... i dowan to live in regrets... not now... not ever...
maybe most of u don understand... nvm... it's for me to reflect on anyway... for those of u hu tink u noe... u r not even close...
is it me
be bold
are the words too weak ?
or things weren't obvious enough
Targets for Midyrs
Maths - A
Econs - D
Geog - D
Phy - A
GP - C
the darkest star
Guanri
17July1990
Pioneer Junior College
..Symphonic Band
07A03
if u have not noticed..
..i hav been shining at night