hehe... ytd slept v early... so no more post... todae... post i shall... hahaz...
i woke up super early todae lor... firx time sia... on sunday somemore... than i went jogging... thn did my revision...(early in e morning lehx...can u believe?) thn went for my tuition... u muz be wondering y i went for tuition dat early... becoz... some dudes said they wanna study in e aftnn so i wento for tuition in e morning... but... some pangseh kia-s...(in English it means idiots hu walk out on u...) hav to pangseh me at e last minute... haiz... thn left me n 2 sec 2 gays.... i mean...guys hahaz... same la actually... studying together... looking at pretty gals together... playing chinese chess together... although i was e one owning... hahaz... really looked lyk 3 gays out thr u noe...
i dunno wad to post le... maybe i shld resume my toking-crap-session le... hehe...
i find myself in a nice room... glass walls... i can see e beauty of e world... i can see happiness... i can see sadness... i can see hope... i can see inspiration... i can see all of it... i can feel neither... wad's isolating me r e walls... i cant break free... i bluff myself sumtimes... dat these walls r juz illusions... dat i can walk through them... no... how stupid of me.... i hav to face e truth... i m a loner... a true... miserable loner... loner... no frens... they tink they noe me... they tink they can noe me... i tink... they r nt even close... break these walls? ya.... u can try... i tried... n all i gt were hurt fists... i m sick n tired of this room... i wanna go outside... whr everything is free... a plce whr i can feel... not juz see... hu can giv me e door... to this miserable room... n hu... can giv me e key to this faithful door... i have always been dreaming of this dae... but it nv came... never... ..... if happy little blue birds fly... beyond e rainbow y oh y cant i?
is it me
be bold
are the words too weak ?
or things weren't obvious enough
Targets for Midyrs
Maths - A
Econs - D
Geog - D
Phy - A
GP - C
the darkest star
Guanri
17July1990
Pioneer Junior College
..Symphonic Band
07A03
if u have not noticed..
..i hav been shining at night