Tuesday, October 31, 2006
hello guys...this post is rather hard to start man...
everyone is lyk fighting to chat wif me..
hahaz...
take ur time guys...
hahaz...
i noe i m popular la...
*cough cough*
let's move on...
hahaz...
wa...
how many days did i not blog le?
2...3?
fingers itching le...
hahaz...
ok...one thing at a time...
i had higher chi ytd..
ok la..
easier than i had expected...
but quite scary ytd...
i thod xuezhi was gg to be late...(as usual..hahaz)
but...
he appeared suddenly...
n e one who was l8 was jia hao instead!!!
so strange...
hahaz...
jiahao came 45 mins aft we started...
so poor thing...
n he writes so slowly de somemore...
poor guy...
he muz be feeling v sad...
thn it was chem todae...
xiu zhi...
i don even noe whether he came ornot...
hehe...
it's quite ok la..
i can fill in all e blanks lehx...
i m so happy...
my chem rly sux lor...
hahaz..
hav to buck up le...
n i mean now...
so...
bye...
off to study le...hahaz..
Saturday, October 28, 2006
hi guys...i finally found my voice le...
i woke up at 11am todae lehx!!!
so l8 lor...
wad a pig i was...
slept for half a day...
haiz...
wasting time onli...
hahaz...
kenghuang woke up feeling dizzy too...
looks lyk ytd was rly a hell of a day for us...
n kenghuang said dat xiu ren would definitely be lyk a dead log on e bed...
heyx xiu ren!
it was kenghuang hu said dat k...
not me...
his fault...
don come n find me...
hahaz...
but i din waste anytime todae...
aft dat fun celebration ytd...
i settled down n did my studies ok...
so hardworking rite?
hahaz...
hmm...
ilooks lyk i m running out of time le..
i hav to study rly smart now...
i wanted to study chem todae lor...
but some stupid idiot stole my chem textbk...
haiz...
n my notes r lyk...
.....
nvm...
u understand rite...
in e end...
i studied geog...
i m super lousy at geog man...
haiz...
so disappointed in myself...
hav to buck up le...
higher chinese is up next le...
no fear...
hahaz...
lyk real sia...
Friday, October 27, 2006
Yo guys....
It's Graduation Day todae...
juz now i shout too much le...
now no voice le...
i btr rest now...
let my pictures do e toking...
firx..
here's my cls...
4P1 Squareballs!!!
now...
my band!!!
wow...
finally..
uploaded these for a long time sia...
i tink these r enough for my blog le ba...
but i noe...
these r onli a small portion of my memories...
don worry guys...
i will remember u...
all of u...
maybe i will forget names la...
but i won forget e times we had together...
so...
enjoy e song...
enjoy e pictures...
juz lyk we enjoyed e times we had in e past...
those r precious moments to me...
time flies...
four years' up...
i rly luv u all...
once again...
happy graduation day...
love,
guanri...
once a BPian...always a BPian...
Thursday, October 26, 2006
yo man...i m feeling great todae...
maybe becoz e psi dropped to below 30 le ba
hahaz...
feel so energetic now...
n i keep chatting ard...
n fan everyone...
i gd mood swing sia...
hahaz...
dat's not sumting gd rite?
hahaz...
anyway..
todae's phy prac is ok la...
e firx part was lyk huh...
everyone had their own ans de
hehe...
e graph was worse...
even e tchers gt different answers...
so i muz pray hard now...
hahaz...
woots...
so refreshed...
looks lyk i hav rly taken off my mask...
it's making me hard to breathe man...
now i can be myself...
e true me...
i din noe being myself can be so fun...
n i din noe i m so talkative...
hahaz...
this stupid mask...
was me...
in other words...
i was stupid...
hahaz...
ya...
i was...
being free n easy is rly e real me...
i m not used to being tied down...
i wanna run free...
if possible...
i wanna fly freely...
simple...
carefree...
dat's me...
dont u noe?
hahaz...
so everyone...
hello...
i m guanri...
nice to meet u guys...
Wednesday, October 25, 2006
nice to see u guys again...i feel a little...
how should i put it...
clear but unclear...
it's lyk...
a glance of e morning sky on a mountain top...
u see everything but yet they r covered by e morning fog...
dat's how i feel...
nonetheless...i m still feeling v happy...
i went to sch quite early todae...
but nobody was in sch...
i onli saw mr quek wif his morning papers...
other than dat...
e sch was 'tcherless'...
hahaz...
of coz...
i gt bored n left aft 1 hr...
my mum had to go a meet-the-parent session in my bro's sch...
n thr's no one left to take care of my nephew...
so he n i had to tag along...
he's rly naughty u noe...
it was lyk gg through band comp again...
so tiring...
but it was rather fun...
it has been a long mth for me...
very long...
maybe becoz i hav been thinking a lot...
it's rly a torture...
to hav this inner conflict in me...
wad is right n wad is wrong...
i hav been trying to find e ans in me...
i dunno wad kind of ans i m trying to find...
i juz keep finding...
as a result...
i m tired...
beaten...
i m slipping of e edge...
i m hanging by a thread...
i wanna start this over again...
nice har?
i luv these few lines frm Simple Plan's Untitled...
it's meaningful...
it's something i wanna do...
it's something i cant do...
start this over again...
happens only in fairytale...
hahaz...
maybe i tink a little too much...
ltr yianlu calls me emo guy again...
hahaz...
ok...
woah...
it's really nice to be bac typing this kind of crap again...
for now...
i should play my part as a student...
study hard...
Tuesday, October 24, 2006
hello everyone again...e air smelt fresher this morning...
n cleaner...
hahaz...
oh ya...
todae is hari raya puasa...
so...
selamat hari raya everyone...
hahaz...
haiz...
i m still slacking todae...
not good wo...
hahaz...
nvm la..
i will work hard now...
looks lyk i will turn nocturnal todae...
hahaz...
nth to do at hm too...
don feel rite playing computer games at a time lyk this too...
n i don feel lyk gg out too...
keep studying makes me sick...
literally...
i rly dunno wad to do lehx...
i tink i will hav to start exercising now...
my tummy is starting to show now...
hahaz...
is this a little too personnal for my blog le?
arghh...heck care la..
hahaz...
did u guys watch princess hours juz now...
n ytd?
nice rite?
getting nicer n more serious le...
n e lead actress is getting prettier le...
hehe...
i feel so girlish...
immerse in this craze...
hahaz...
but it's rly a nice drama la...
rite?
say yes pls...
hahaz...
ok la...
i promised i would study tonite...
so i btr start now...
hav a gd evening guys...
Monday, October 23, 2006
hi guys...feels lyk one wk nt online...
when in actual fact...
i wasnt online onli for 2 daes...
hahaz...
feels so gd to type on e keyboard again...
lyk finger massage sia...
hahaz...
i feelthat i hav been slacking these few daes...
i btr get into e mood...
phy prac is this wk le...
i muz jiayoux!!!
hope dat i get 90%+++++
hehe...
i tink i studied alot on phy le...
btr focus on geog le...
n chem too...
thn maths...
i can do it...
although i hav lyk...2wks left?
or lesser...
hu cares...
i juz study fast n smart of coz...
it's time to show my psle standard le...
hahaz...
i tink i m bragging too much la...
but u noe wad i mean rite...
oh ya...
i guess dat u guys rly lyk my blog song rite...
i will find more of gong songs la...
e links r so hard to find...
hahaz...
i will find e piano scores...
n hopefully i can play them too...
ok la...
it's mugging time...
for those hu hav finished ur exams...
it's time to play hard...
for those hu r not done wif exams...
let's mug together...
hahaz...
Friday, October 20, 2006
hi guys...todae was boring again...
i din go to sch todae...
stupid haze lor...
by e time i woke up e PSI was 103!!!
103!!!
if dat was my mark for geog i will be v happy...
but haze wif a PSI of 103?!!!
hahaz...
so...
i was stuck at hm...
nowhr to go....
come to think of it...
i will be stucked at hm tmr too...
tmr is deepavali...
e library will be closed tmr...
haiz...
dat means i will be bored to death tmr again...
T.T
so sad...
but at least i will hav more time to do my geog le...
yay...
i did geog for e whole dae todae lehx...
faster...
praise me...
hahaz...
haiz...
i m oso sick lyk hell...
flu...
fever...
body aches...
sore throat...
haiz...
i tink i m gonna...
x.x
hehe...
touchwood la...
did u watch princess hours todae?
so funny rite?
haiz...
i wanna find e piano scores for my blog song...
so nice rite?
so..
if u happen to hav it..
or happen to noe someone who has it...
tell me k...
thnx...
ok la...
i btr do my work now...
offline lo...
hahaz...
Thursday, October 19, 2006
yo guys...cough cough**
e haze is rly sickening rite?
my throat is so dry now...
but don be lyk me ar...
btr drink more water hor...
be good...
hahaz...
most importantly...
don fall sick k...
especially seniors hor...
o lvls coming le...
exercise more...
xiu ren i noe u nid alot...
don keep watching cd pro2 hor...
hahaz...
quite sianz lehx todae...
i did geog for e whole dae lor...
plus slacking la...
hehe...
i was lyk slacking half of e time...
hehe...
but i do my work at hm de k...
i tink i shld get ready to start revising my sciences le...
my phy n chem r not v gd lor..
ayy...
did i juz finish revising phy le?
ar...
nvm la...
revise again lor...
hahaz...
i still gt maths...
haiz...
thn last few daes i can rly slack...
a gd time to read a few short stories n novels...
boost my vocab for eng n chi...
hahaz...
i m not wasting time lehx...
so proud of myself...
hahaz...
i shldnt waste my time now...
actually..
i oso dunno wad to post...
hehe...
so...
cya...
Wednesday, October 18, 2006
hi guys...did i post ytd ar?
i tink i didnt rite?
i forgot le la...
hahaz...
ytd i was sick n too down to post la...
nth to post too...
haiz...
i feel dat my life is repeating itself...
wake up...
study...
lunch...
study...
thn thr will be a joke or 2 in between...
n dat's my life...
lyk wad it was todae...
i rly feel miserable now...
i rly do...
i dunno...
maybe i m too stressed out...
ya...
maybe dat's y...
rather disheartening to always feel lyk this...
dat's y i try to put on a smile in front of my frens...
it looks btr doesnt it?
but my eyes dont seem to be cooperating...
my eyes always giv my feelings away...
thr's a chinese saying...
our eyes r e windows of our heart n soul...
very true...
sry for being so depressing rite now...
i juz wanna throw it all out here...
lyk wad i always do in e past...
n gt complained...
hahaz...
don worry...
i wil be fine after i let it all out here...
thn i can do my geog le...
i cant see wad's infront of me rite now...
isit becoz of the haze...
or is thr another haze in me...
my steps gt smaller...
tougher...
n more painful...
to stop...
or not to...
no...
never...
i told myself...
i dragged my hurt soul on...
inch by inch...
day by day...
worth it?
i m not sure...
e onli thing i noe is dat...
i won regret...
i won regret moving on...
no matter how many times i fall...
i will still pick myself up...
no matter how tired i get...
i will still hang on...
i dowan to live in regrets...
not now...
not ever...
maybe most of u don understand...
nvm...
it's for me to reflect on anyway...
for those of u hu tink u noe...
u r not even close...
Monday, October 16, 2006
hello again...so sickening todae...
i mean...
so sick todae...
hehe...
woke up wif a rly spiltting headache lor...
actually i dowan to go to sch todae le...
but something in sch motivated ne to go to sch...
yes...
u r right...
thr cant be other reasons...
ya...
it's beocz...
i wanna study for e last dae in sch...
hahaz...
were u guys tinking otherwise...
nvm...
juz take it dat i m crazy le...
muz hav been e fever la...
burnt my brain...
ahhh...
last dae of sch le...
finally...
i can get more focused in my studies le...
last stretch le...
btr buck up le...
but...
i can slow down now...
it's more of getting ready psychologically le...
it's time to get prepared e right way...
i tink i can rly spend my time now blogging...
trust me...
this will be my longest post ever...
i cant type sumting too personnal...
in e past...
i thod my blog was lyk e ulu type...
but...
i tink alot of ppl r interested in e content of my posts le...
btr control myself...
hahaz...
haiz...
last dae of sch le...
not officially la...
but it's e last sch dae with lessons...
i m gonna miss all these lessons...
u may tink i m a bit crazy la...
or sadistic maybe...
but i enjoyed e times when we had difficulties handing in hw on time...
e times when we would come early to sch to chiong through our hw...
e times when whr we would interrupt lessons...
n get scolded...
e times when we prepared for our cheering competitions in e 4 yrs...
e times when we had class outings...
e times when we r together...
in 101, 201, 3P1 and 4P1...
i enjoyed them all...
of coz...
e 2 short yet long yrs in band...
my section...
my band...
my frens in band...
i noe u guys for 2 yrs le...
n i will rmb u guys de...
don worry...
i will come bac de...
hahaz...
time flies...
a little too fast i tink...
4 yrs...
so short...
yet so enriching...
i m so happy...
yet so sad...
i m ready to move on...
yet i cant let go...
hahaz...
maybe my life is not juz abt soccer...
it is soccer...
e ball is round...
it can go anywhr...
my life has juz began...
options r open to me...
play my ball right...
n it can end up in net...
all e nice things dat has happened to me r all kept as memories...
hahaz...
i m making it sound as if i m nt gonna come bac le...
ya...
i may not be here anymore...
but i can come bac occasionally...
hahaz...
so welcome me bac by dat time ok...
my fingers r too heavy to type on le...
dunno y...
maybe it's time for me to stop le...
i haven told u all of my feelings rite now...
i tink some things hav to be kept personnal...
ya...
anyway...
e least i can share wif u...
is e time i hav left in sch...
wish me...
n other graduating members...
happy graduation...
Sunday, October 15, 2006
yo man...yes...
i m sick again...
haiz...
sianzzz lor...
everytime sick de...
this time is fever...
o lvls coming le still lyk dat...
haiz...
tmr stil gt sch..
so sianz lor...
but last dae le wad...
hehe...
don be jealous wo...
hahaz...
but i will still come bac de la..
don worry..
not to see u guys though...
i come bac to study ok...
study...
hahaz...
ok la..
todae's post will be e shortest one ever...
coz i nid my beauty slp now...
nite nite...
hahaz...
Friday, October 13, 2006
sry hor...i m rather bz todae...
especially now...
coz i gt to finish up my tuition hw by todae...
tmr not free la...
coz i m gg wif a few of e sec 4 ex-band members to acjc...
ex-band members...
not used to it yet...
hahaz...
nvm...
i muz get used to alumni band members from now on...
hahaz...
i went for my firx alumni band prac...
which is e last for this yr
hahaz...
ok la...
quite disappointing la..
coz onli gt lyk 12 members todae...
but nvm...
we hav pros todae..
erm hrmmmm...
PROs...
in other words...
me la...
hehe...
no la...
plus xiu ren too...
oops...
i went straight to alumni band prac le...
dat means i hav to post frm e latest to e earliest
hehe...
dumb leh me...
nvm...
i start frm morning ba...
i woke up at 8 lehx!
n i was told 8 30 to reach sch...
of coz i chiong la....
thn...
someone said...
10 thn start...
i was lyk...
@#!%$&*&
i rushed to sch without having my breakfast lor...
bloody info...
nvm...
taking rank le ma...
muz be happy...
sergeant lor...
hehe...
n i gt a toke which looks juz lyk e gold medal in e syf...
hehe...
thn after reception...
e juniors performed for us lor...
of coz e best section goes to...
horn section!!!
coz gt me ma
hehe....
anyway...
i was teasing xiu ren lor when f****** started off with an introduction...
n when she said she was playing e role of supposedly me...
i glanced at xiu ren...
i can see his glare lor..
so scary...
n lye ee was lyk laughing all e way...
so bad..
anyway..
moving on...
my section rly put up a gd performance n i m v proud of them...
thn e usual stuff...
sec4s eating together...
at pizza hut...
we tok tok tok...
laugh laugh laugh..
so fun...
hahaz...
pure joy...
thn me, qiu rong, xiu ren n evonne went bac to sch...
e gals said they wanna play ball...
....
not lyk e sensible guys...hu chose to look at e band...
but in e end we still played volleyball la...
thn e alumni band prac lo...
todae is one of e best daes of my life...
so fun...
but now...
it's mugging time...
tuition hw...
i m here to finish u of...
literally...
hahaz...
Thursday, October 12, 2006
good to see u guys again...wah...
tmr is band graduation day le..
so excited...
tmr get ranks lehx...
thn i will hav 2 ranks le...
yeah..
don be jealous ar juniors...
hehe...
my rank oso not v high lor...
so nth to hao lian de...
hahaz...
haiz...
dunno if thr's gonna be any farewell party after tmr ornot...
move to new campus ma...
thn v ma fan to organise another farewell party...
i tink if thr is no farewell thn organise section chalet ba..
or even band chalet...
dat would be great rite?
but...
money is a big prob..
especially when i m broke now
*sob*...
so sad...
but..
heh heh heh...
i save alot money le...
tmr can spend them lo!!!
yes...
hehe...
ok la..
finish posting liao le la...
bye...
Wednesday, October 11, 2006
hello scums...hahaz...
don be offended ar...
dat is an expression me n kian n e others use...
we may be scums...
but we will stick together man...
not literally la...
lyk buddies...
guy n guy...
err...
nvm...
i m making it worse...
hahaz...
todae was lame lor...
lame...
phy...
nth...
juz e usual do-ur-work session...
thn ss...
ok la...
ss is more lyk it...
SBQ timed prac...
lol lor...
i did so fast for e firx 2 qns...
thn stuck at reliability....
no bias to detect...
hahaz...wad a joke...
thn went to kian's hse...
so sad lor..
todae i spent $15 lor!!!
$5 for lunch...
n dat stupid kenghuang...
put dat ten-dollar note in b4 i can react...
thn top up $10...
....
no money liao la!!!
left wif one pathetic red note in my wallet...
*sob*...
nvm la...
firx time i had lunch in so many weeks...
hehe
quite enjoyable...
thn i 'scummed' my way to kian's hse..
wif jun wei, sean, xiu ren n kenghuang...
for wad?
"""""study""""" la!!!
hahaz....
we did alot of crazy stuff lor...
watch funny videos on e youtube...
played lf2...
kongkong too...
hahaz...
so...
hav to start mugging now...
actually i can don slp la...
won die de...
ytd oso lyk dat wad..
hehe...
i m not in e mood to say emotional stuff now...
maybe tmr ba...
oh ya...
b4 i forget...
my dear sister shirin has joined bpian idol!!!
muz support ok...
MUZ!!!
if not...
heh heh heh..
u watch out ar...
hahz...
no la..
juz kidding...
but pls support her ok?
thnx...
Tuesday, October 10, 2006
yo man...enough of e emotional stuff le...
it't time to tink positive...
o lvls coming lehx...
muz be optimistic...
yes!!!
hahaz...
die ar...
i tink i m gonna die of hunger le...
i hav skipped dunno how many lunchs le...
why?
no money dat's y...
wanna buy presents for my beloved section...
sec 4 band member lunch...
kian's new ball...
n so many more...
haiz...
i tink i nid a job now man...
or else i won survive o lvls lehx...
hahaz...
speaking of o lvls...
i feel dat i m not progressing fast enough...
physics is lyk ok ok only...
chem is still thr...
some noe...
some dunno...
haiz...
wad to do...
help me lehx u guys...
hahaz...
i wanna get 6 pts lehx...
i don hav much time left le..
i still hav amaths n emaths to study lehx...
although i m quite pro at dat le..
hehe....
oh ya!!!
still gt geog....
die....
WAH!!!!!
save meeeee!!!
looks lyk it's mugging for me now le...
so catch u guys ltr...
tag hor...
MUZ!!!
hahaz...
Monday, October 09, 2006
hi again...feels lyk a daily routine to tink of new ways to start my post...
anyway...
after wad happened yesterdae...
i m v confused now...
so...
don try me guide me now...
this is a knot i hav to undo myself...
the only thing i noe now is...
my o lvls...
it's coming..
i will hav to work hard now...
thr is no time n no room for these things now...
it's either i forget abt it all think abt it ltr...
too tiring for me...
i cant take this much longer...
guess i m juz not up to it...
life...
true life...
u gt me this time...
but i hav to tell u...
i m not gonna giv up...
even if it takes forever...
i will never giv up on things dat r v important to me...
never...
o lvls firx...
don think i m slacking now ok...
i study at home de...
n i prefer to study in a pleasant mood...
so don worry...
i won be sad de...
hahaz...
see?
i m laughing...
i m alright...
sry guys...
i will hav to stop here for now...
it's time to continue my journey towards my 6pts...
wish me luck!!!
Sunday, October 08, 2006
hehe...ytd slept v early...
so no more post...
todae...
post i shall...
hahaz...
i woke up super early todae lor...
firx time sia...
on sunday somemore...
than i went jogging...
thn did my revision...(early in e morning lehx...can u believe?)
thn went for my tuition...
u muz be wondering y i went for tuition dat early...
becoz...
some dudes said they wanna study in e aftnn
so i wento for tuition in e morning...
but...
some pangseh kia-s...(in English it means idiots hu walk out on u...)
hav to pangseh me at e last minute...
haiz...
thn left me n 2 sec 2 gays....
i mean...guys
hahaz...
same la actually...
studying together...
looking at pretty gals together...
playing chinese chess together...
although i was e one owning...
hahaz...
really looked lyk 3 gays out thr u noe...
i dunno wad to post le...
maybe i shld resume my toking-crap-session le...
hehe...
i find myself in a nice room...
glass walls...
i can see e beauty of e world...
i can see happiness...
i can see sadness...
i can see hope...
i can see inspiration...
i can see all of it...
i can feel neither...
wad's isolating me r e walls...
i cant break free...
i bluff myself sumtimes...
dat these walls r juz illusions...
dat i can walk through them...
no...
how stupid of me....
i hav to face e truth...
i m a loner...
a true...
miserable loner...
loner...
no frens...
they tink they noe me...
they tink they can noe me...
i tink...
they r nt even close...
break these walls?
ya....
u can try...
i tried...
n all i gt were hurt fists...
i m sick n tired of this room...
i wanna go outside...
whr everything is free...
a plce whr i can feel...
not juz see...
hu can giv me e door...
to this miserable room...
n hu...
can giv me e key to this faithful door...
i have always been dreaming of this dae...
but it nv came...
never...
.....
if happy little blue birds fly...
beyond e rainbow y oh y cant i?
Saturday, October 07, 2006
haiz...the PSI for now is 126...
so unhealthy lor...
my health is affected lor...
dat5's y i cant post much todae...
byez...
hahaz...
good excuse rite?
no la..
i hav to do my homework now la..
ltr then i post la hor...
Thursday, October 05, 2006
hello!sry hor...
slept very early ytd...
gt headache la...
looks lyk my health is getting worse lo...
n dat stupid haze is getting thicker n thicker everydae...
so everyone...
drink plenty of water n rest well...
don be lyk me hor...
todae shiok ar!!!
e match of e yr
4T1 vs 4P1...
2-4!!!
4P1 rulz!!!!
hahaz...
but 4T1 was gd la...
we were lucky to win la...
n a few extras joined in...
hehe...
but i m elated not entirely becoz we won 4T1...
i oso get to relax after a long time...
everydae coping myself in e clsrm n in piles of worksheets n notes...
it's rly satisfying to let it all out man!!!
woots!!!
hahaz...
u guys muz oso learn to relax...
xiu xi shi wei le zou geng chang de lu...
(rest n u will be able to walk even further)...
hahaz...
my translation not bad ba...
hehe...
time for me sort out my thoughts le...
i gt bac my results...
again...
after dat moderation...
haiz...
L1R5 is stil a high 24...
nvm...
as long as i work hard for my o lvls...
i can still achieve my target...
i can do it!!!
i oso learnt another thing...
don dwell on e past...
i noe i can learn a lot of lessons abt e past mistakes...
but one muz ;earn to move on..
life doesnt stop here...
life goes on...
ur life...
my life...
everyone's life...
so look up...
walk tall...
a bright future ahead...
don waste it...
=D
short post again...
brought to u by....
me!!!
hahaz...
Wednesday, October 04, 2006
OH MY GOD...i gt e worst shock of todae...
xiu ren ask me to view his blog...
thn i saw...
ahhhhh....
u go n c it urself la..
i hav e link on e right...
it's...
i dunno wad to dae...
strange?
anyway...
my health is lyk...
fluctuating...
morning ok le...
thn at night sick...
haiz...
i rly muz take gd care of my health...
cannot die b4 my o lvls...
hahaz...
touchwood...
i oso dunno wad to post le...
no crap to say...
maybe becoz i m v tired now...
a bit feverish now...
but i tink it will go away in e morning...
ok...
short post...
ya..
this short...
hahaz...
Tuesday, October 03, 2006
hello everyone again...i feel so much better todae le...
can play soccer le!!!
woots!!!
for a while la...
thn some ppl frm 4T1 complained...
said i was noisy...
hahaz...
my fault la...
playing outside e classroom ma...
e point is dat...
i m feeling better le...
i think...hahaz...
i feel well physically...
but emotionally...
i feel...
i dunno how to express it...
it's as if i hav a hole in my heart...
n it doesnt hurt...
haiz...
i dunno...
looks lyk thr's a leak in my heart...
n all my feelings hav flowed out of it...
i dunno la...
i onli noe dat i can post wad i think here...
yes...
i may hav found my touch in studying le...
n i noe i m working harder than ever...
but...
i feel dat something is not right...
but i dunno wad...
it's lyk i lost something...
something i had in e past...
n lost it now...
maybe i hav dropped it somewhr in e past...
n e past is getting further away frm me le...
i cant allow myself to stop n dwell on e past..
no...not at a time lyk this...
i cant lose...
e second part of life depends on this...
i cant afford to stop...
it's e last stretch le...
i hav to go all out...
n win this for myself...
for my frens...
for my loved ones...
this doesnt mean dat i will giv up finding e lost piece in me...
if u guys happen to find this last piece i hav dropped...
tell me...
i will appreciate it...
for now...
i will be running my race...
Monday, October 02, 2006
wad's up man...wad's down man...
hahaz...lame la...
still not so well right now lor...
haiz...
at least won faint la...
hahaz...
todae hor...
haiz...
ok la..
i din anyting constructive...
except for chem...
at least i really sit down n do chem this time...
amaths was ok la...
i could hav done it faster...
other than dat...
ok la...
i think i will do more of amaths n emaths aft my chi ying yong wen...
finish all e papers rather...
wa lao...
now coughing lyk siao liao lor...
maybe i will see sumting red ltr...
hehe....
juz joking la...
yan xiang...
if by chance u get to see this ar..
which i don tink u will...
don keep flooding my tagboard ok?
i alr hav some die-hard tagboard flood-ers le...
hor...xiu ren, herianti?
hahaz...
ok la...
enough of my crap...
wait...
i m gonna start on another crap...
hahaz...
i had been drawing this picture in my mind...
i started of wif blue...
monday blues wad...
ok la...
lame la...
i noe...
thn my blue started to hav different shades n tone...
it grew livelier of coz...
thn some red mixed in...
yellow too...
thn i hav this weird thing thr..
blue, red n yellow...
thn i told myself...
isnt dat my life?
i hav all e colours i nid to make a wonder picture out of...
but wad i gt is a piece of
waste matter dat comes out frm e other hole...
hahaz...
e point is...
we hav e colours...
we r e paintbrushes of our picture...
we hav a theme...
it's called e meaning of life...
so...
draw now...
find meaning in life...
n amaze ppl wif ur painting...
i m re painting mine...
n i m gonna draw e best picture of my life...
wait n see...
juz u wait n see...
Sunday, October 01, 2006
Yo man...yianlu said i post too long le...
so...
i will post a longer one todae...
hahaz...
juz kidding la...
i noe u guys r bored by my posts la...
especially e last part...
totally crap rite?
this is a qn for all of e blog viewers...
pls reply on e tagboard on e right ok...
thnx...
anyway....
i oso gt nth to tok abt todae...
rather boring todae...
lyk any other daes...
hehe...
so...
let's not venture into it le ok...
i suddenly wanna tok abt wad i wanna do aft o lvls...
hmm...let me see...
ahhh...
i noe le...
play pool firx...
hehe
immediately aft e last paper...
play until i broke oso can
hahaz...
thn i will go n work la...
i hav so many recommended jobs now...
so i don c y i will hav prob finding a job...
anyway i m not gg for e firx 3 mths in jc le...
so i can work n gain all e experience i nid in this period of time...
thn thr will be 4P1 n 201 class chalets...
good...very good...
we can really enjoy ourselves thn...
i wonder if thr will be section chalet or band chalet...
dat will be fun...
rite band mates?!!!!
say yes!!!!
hahaz...
i tink i will oso go bac to sch...
as in e 'new' site at teck whye...
which is old..
hehe...
go thr for wad ar?
of coz is to see u juniors la...
maybe i will get a job thr too..
hehe...
teach u guys...
u all wan ornot...
giv u discounts la...
don sae don hav hor...
hahaz...
but seriously...
i will come bac n teach u guys...
so u can call me anytime...
i was abt to type...
'thn i will go n scout for jcs...'
how to find...
i will hav to use my prelims result lehx...
n my prelims is lyk...
.....zzzzzzz
nvm....
ahhhhh....
sixteen liao lehx...
guys....
it's a gd time to go on dates lo...
rite xiu ren?
hahaz...
i tink ur someone will be quite busy thn...
preparing for o lvls next yr lehx...
oops...=x
hahaz...
hmmm...
who will i take on my firx date...
hmm...i wonder...
hahaz...
dat is not a qn by e way...
so don ans hor...
i tink i will bring my 'sis' out...
she wans to go out wif me n e other 'sis' lor...
so cannot disappoint her...
i m a gd bro rite?
hahaz...
say yes!!!
ok la...
i hav so many other things i wanna learn...
lyk piano...
roller blading...
surfing...
sailing...
squash...
iceskating...
n a lot more la...
i wanna learn as much as i can...
is not dat i wanna hao lian dat i noe so many stuff...
it's juz dat...
i believe...
we live to enjoy...
n how can u enjoy if u dunno e basics...
so...
i wanna learn e fun things...
hehe...
for now...
i can onli think abt doing these things...
i m still in e middle of a tough battle here...
so...
let me win a victory b4 i do those things mentioned above ok...
ok...
now i m gonna say something serious le...
to sum up...
happy children's day....