nice number ar... i always tell myself to look on e bright side... and i did... at least i improved frm aL1R5 of 36 to 26 but i noe... i m juz a piece of shit... i don understand... i studied... i try doubly hard... i gav my best shot... i had confidence... but i gt nth... nothing... no 'A's...(dat A1 is frm my o lvl chi) my emaths... paper 1 gt 70 out of 80 but... 54 out of 100 for paper 2 wtf... rubbish shit amaths... juz pass... geog! fail... AGAIN.... it's not dat i din study i studied onli geog during e sept holidaes... n i gt nth in return thr is no such thing as hardwork=results... thr is onli result=clever since no results=no clever... therefore... no result=stupid i m stupid... don nid to console me... it's useless... i hav accepted this utter fact... but i noe... i hav one last shot left... i m gonna hit it wif my very best if i fail... i hav nothing to sae... if i get more than 12 for my L1R5... i will go to poly... i will... if i get more than 20... i will bang against e wall... n burn all my books... i don believe in e tchers... i onli believe in me... i noe i can do it... n i m gonna prove myself right... wait n c.. i will get 10 pts... i definitely will....
is it me
be bold
are the words too weak ?
or things weren't obvious enough
Targets for Midyrs
Maths - A
Econs - D
Geog - D
Phy - A
GP - C
the darkest star
Guanri
17July1990
Pioneer Junior College
..Symphonic Band
07A03
if u have not noticed..
..i hav been shining at night