happy tchers' day everyone... todae's performance was a success man... i liked it very much... especially qiurong's solo at e start... great start man... love her so much... but i quite ke lian la... play lousy parts... somemore muz play softly... haiz...din enjoy my parts... nvm... i still liked e performance...
thn thr was food delight... my cls made some simple dishes... n i tink it was a success... except for e cleaning up part... hahaz...
thn i went bac to pri sku... actually... i went bac juz to c one tcher nia.. coz all e tchers i noe r not thr le... except for my chi tcher... she's gd lor... i went to her cls... which was a big mistake... e minute i step into e rm... she made fun of my name... i won elaborate on dat... hehe... thn she heard dat me, together wif a few other ex clsmates, gt A1 for o lvls chi... she was so happy... n gave us a file each... e green band file type... hahaz...
ahhh... another thing dat i was happy abt when i gt bac... alot of my ex clsmates say i shuai lor!!! hahaz... so happy... i din noe i was so shuai until todae... hahaha...now i m too proud le...hehe
now something quite personnal le... i saw my ex thr... she looked as tiny as ever... i think she's shorter than lye ee lor.. hehe...if she reads this she's gonna kill me... now i find luv so strange... i don hav dat kind of feeling towards her le... speaking to her is v easy... u noe wad i mean rite...
ok la...i played soccer for e whole aftnn le... my legs r rly lyk jelly now... better rest early... gdnite guys!!!
Wednesday, August 30, 2006
haiz~~~ juz dunno y... i m normally jumping all abt... but todae... juz couldnt find e strength... i m lyk feeling way down... down down down... so foul.. red card la!!!
argh!!! this feeling is so not cool lor... thn i tried to bluff myself dat todae will be a fine dae... thn it rained... cao nnnggg... ok nvm...nv sae die... went to hav lunch... thn played soccer... ahhh...feeling much better le... thn...band prac... dat gladys heng ar... ask her to bring file always dont bring de... i bet she won bring it tmr too... borrow my file nvm... thn she insists dat she plays horn 1 again... haiz...steal my part... steal my part nvm... ltr she shuang jiu play...bu shuang jiu cannot hear frm her one... thn she oso don play properly de... hai wo bei ma... ok la... e front part i gt fault la... blasting for fun... thn she don follow timing...play so loud...tongue lyk shit...even when e notes hav to be slur lor... thn everything WE kana... buay song liao la... i try my best to slur my best for e slow part... n she down thr enjoying tonguing... play oso no expression... horn 1 somemore... dat means wad i play becomes shit liao lor... haiz... maybe she's juz playing for fun... maybe i m too sensitive le... but i m still not happy...
i still think something is wrong wif me todae... perhaps i nid more slp... had plenty juz now.... i hope i had not offended any more ppl todae... if i hav... pls accept my sincere apologies...
tmr me n other band members r gonna perform on stage for e tchers... so support us!!!
Tuesday, August 29, 2006
yoz man... wad u r listening to is e mrbrownshow on e topic... pluto no longer a planet anymore... since i gt nth much to post.. might as well try to type out e conversation... hahaz... here goes...
"corporal pluto... u c e sun? u c ornot..huh? can c?" "yes sergeant.." "ok...u run thr...touch e sun...n come back..." "sergeant i cannot..." "wad u mean cannot huh? don play punk wif me...understand pluto..." "yes sergeant..." "then? waiting for wad? still don go n touch e sun n come bac?" "sergeant i cannot...e MO say i cannot..." "huh? u excuse wad?" "sergeant...err excuse everything...attend B bunk until medical board..."( dunno correct ornot...) "huh? u don come here n geng wif me understand? i charge u for meringgering"(wadda?oso dunno wad tis is...) "no sergeant i never geng..." "then? why got medical board?"( or waddda ever e word is...) "becoz they say i cannot make it..." "then lyk dat out of course liao lor? waste my time train u so long...MO say downgrade isit?" "yes sergeant...he say most likely downgrade n out of course..." "happy la lyk dat...huh? huh? no pride...call urself a planet..." "i never call myself a planet sergeant...is other ppl call me a planet..." "no wonder...last time ask u to run around e sun u run all over e place... ask u to run in a circle u run ovel...huh... somemore u out of shape...everybody here is round u dunno wad irregular shape... u shld be in e obese platoon.."(hope i gt dat correct...) "but..but sergeant...i never say i was a planet..." "play punk somemore? knock it down 20..." "sergeant...cannot..." "y...y cannot ar?" "err...wait ar...becoz excuse push-up oso..." "wad the...cao nnngg...ok...new army...cannot say swear word one...nvm..." "yes sergeant..." "yes sergeant si mi huh? i gt ask u to do thing ar..huh? u useless piece of rock..." "no sergeant..." "i tell already...don play punk wif me understand?" "but i nev..." "u cao geng...u downgrade...u no pride...u call urself a planet? u lousy piece of rock..." "but but but i never..." "ar u go downgrade u go servicesai la u...no pride..go n do ur area cleanng now...ur orbit thr gt a lot small object..."(i rly dunno wad servicesai this time...hahaz..juz type how it sounded..)hi guys... posting time... u muz be wondering... wad professor oh is crap todae... well... i oso dunno... let me tink ar... impromptu lehx... hmm... haiya.... think n type at e same time la... lehx tok abt my blog firx... i din noe my blog is so popular until now... yianlu ar... tag me lyk thr is no tmr... or even next yr... i noe u r my no. 1 fan man... but control pls... giv others a chance to tag ok? hehe... die ar... later u kill me ar... hav to cut this part out... hahaz... nvm... i had my revenge le... went to yianlu's blog to 'tag' le... looks lyk i was not e onli one hu flooded her cbox... kenneth passed by thr b4 me wo... din noe he was so 'generous' left aaaaaaaa lot of words thr... hahaz...
wah... post so much without noticing... hehe... oh ya... tmr is e eng prelims paper le... i would hav to type my words in proper English... correct grammer... correct word agreements... then my post can be called a piece of work... yes...(nodding my head)
as i was saying... the prelims are going on right now... and i think that it would be nice to organise my time again... actually... i don't know what the lessons will be like after prelims... i don't even know if there will be any lessons after prelims... i think i will make a rough guideline for me to follow...
i suddenly remembered... i forgot to say something crappy lyk i usually do... ar heck care dat english thingy le... so unreal... lyk dat cai you qing qie gan...hehe... hmm...let's tok abt frens for a change ba.. everytime love love love... thn wad personnal problems.. let's tok abt FRIENDS... picture this scenerio: u hav a lot of frens... but.. they r not of e same 'grp'... get it? if u don... too bad... aniway... u hav to adapt to dat particular grp of guys when u r wif them rite? lyk when u r wif guys hu speak techno...or computer language... u will hav to u noe... "walao...LOL... so WTH lor..." thn thr will be e punk kind of grp... "walan ay....(dat is a bad word btw...) y u so KAOBEI one..."(dat's oso a bad word...i m juz quoting ok...) then thr will be e nerdy gang... "pls...u think i m dat sort of I-D-I-O-T? i think of me as rather intelligent ok...." thn thr will be those hu r normal... i define normal as those who r dont do bad things...hav gd habits...but not nerdy... "hey guys...wanna hang out... how abt lunch together..." basically... i can mingle in all e grps above... y? well... ever heard of "a joker is welcome everywhr?" as long as i can make them feel dat i m humorous... they will be more than willing to accept ppl lyk me in their circle... strange ar... maybe dat is wad they mean by common interest... hahaz... for me.. ok la... honestly... i do speak their language when i m wif different grp of ppl... ya...i spit a few bad words now n thn.. but i m trying to quit ok.. it's hard u noe... my parents say it sometimes ok... but frankly speak... u r not urself when u try to let ppl accept u... it's normal... mixing wif good influences is not so bad... but when it comes to bad parties... haiz... things get out of hands... take my bro for an instant... his frens gamble ok... n e coach is e mastermind... i can die man... wad kind of coach is dat man... n how m i gonna tok to my bro abt this... n how m i gonna tok to my mom n dad abt this? alamak... i m stuck here... see... told u mixing frens can affect e whole family de... i m a living specimen... hahaz... so... Oh kor kor here is trying to tell u... frens r important to u... ya i guess it's right to make suitable adjustment to urself to blend in wif ur click... but... rmb... u r unique... be urself... unless u think u r a piece of shit la... don be urself oso no meaning le.. hahaz...jk la... so start being urself in front of ur frens man... show them u r special...
Monday, August 28, 2006
hello ppl... i m blogging again... haiz... tell me wad to do man... i finished gg through e chem notes le... but i m stil not confident abt tmr's chem prac exam.... prelims lehx... dont play play ar... ltr i fail how? i hope to score in e prac... coz i tink i won do v well in e written component lor... haiz...m i over-sensitive? i dunno... i onli noe... it's better to be safe than sorry...
enough of my crap... i may post later too... so stay tuned...hahaz... it's studying for me now...
Saturday, August 26, 2006
today is another boring day... another... haiz... cant help it i guess... prelims... o lvls... crazy man...
ok... once again... it's time for guanri n his crap... hahaz... i m quite strange todae... i picked up a book n started reading... it was not a romance novel.. but thr is this 'love' part... thr is this guy... hu loved a gal frm high school all e way until they graduate frm university... he proposed to e gal... she rejected him... i rmb thr is this line... 'love is not something dat u get frm wad u reap...' i agreed at dat point of time...
thn... i went crazy again... n stumbled upon this anime... a gal again... she went into relationships... n none were successful... thn thr was this guy... he was thr... everytime she went into a new relationship... to be happy for her... n he was thr... everytime she was out of love... to lend her a shoulder to cry on... thn...she learnt to appreciate e guy's love... n of coz ended wif a fairytale ending... i was lyk...huh?
did god invent love to confuse us? if love is a tool... thn it will hav a lot of ways to activate it... haiyo...is thr any manuals for love... hahaz... some ppl use e most common method... trial n error... they love... over n over again... some found their love in e end... some gt hurt so much dat they don hav e courage to love again...
some ppl wait... lyk thr is no tmr... sometimes love juz walked past them... or did a few hocky pocky in front of them b4 leaving... n they din notice... haiz...poor dudes...
thn thr r those... hu faced e wrong direction when looking for love... in layman's term.. one-way love... so poor thing...
aniway... i hav been wasting my aftnn pondering over this topic... e solution i gt was... folow ur heart... ur heart is nv wrong... never...ever... e best compass for u to find love... i tink i noe roughly whr my love is le... find urs thn...
Friday, August 25, 2006
today was a fine day... i woke up at 10.. without my alarm clock of coz... it was a great feeling i tell u... now i realize... i rly nid a vacation... anyway... i woke up to finish my compre la... hahaz...
enough of discribing my day.. i did dat on my msn space le... feel free to read my post thr... e link is given on my blog...
juz dunno y... i feel v refreshed todae... if i ran my 2.4 todae...i would definitely ace it... even though i aced it le...hehe... lousy illustration i think... u noe wad i mean anyway rite? did e usual stuff... revisions... hw of course... had a great lunch wif my frens... n feeling great throughout... if onli i can feel so happy everydae... if la..hahaz... i noe it's impossible la...
ok... i m off to do my happy stuff le... make sure u tag wo... hees....
Thursday, August 24, 2006
woots!!! todae's phy prac exams v easier than i had expected... except for dat planned experiment qn.. i tink dat other parts of e qns r pretty straightforward... another thing to be happy abt... tmr no sch for me!!! hahaz...but i still nid to hand in eng compre tmr...haiz...
todae lazy to post sia... wanna slp lo... gdnite everyone.....
Wednesday, August 23, 2006
yoyoyo... it's me posting again... of course it's me posting... i mean lyk.. hu will post other than me on my own blog...duh... hehe...ignore these... juz giving a lame start...
todae gt a maths timed prac firx thing in morning... eat into our cme period lor... i thod i can slp during dat period... haiz.. somemore i go n da pian... thn waste a lot of time... but pro always maanges to finish his work on time.. hehe...
thn chinese... so stupid.. last lesson le still so much crap... thn we discuss on our own oso cannot... muz RESPECT her sia... lol... she's here to teach us... n she wans things her way when she work... wth...rubbish...
enough of wad's nt important... think quite alot todae... firx thing... i rly din expect myself to be able to finish e a maths timed prac i such a short time... looks lyk those prac paid off... now i onli hav to prepare those subjects dat i hav aimed to ace... lyk GEOG... which i haven study yet... sad to say...hehe... long time no tok le... if u noe hu i referring to... haiz...i dunno becoz it's becoz i m shy or she is shy... or other unthinkable factors... i hope we can be lyk before... i m mean b4 stupidly ask something to... omg... this is in present tense ok... i m contradicting wif myself up thr... she juz tok to me!!! ok...maybe i overreacted...hehe... anyway... she reminded me of wad to type next... oi ppl!!! my phy prelims prac exams is TMR!!! so...u me ur best wishes... so dat i can share wif her... n others...hehe...
Monday, August 21, 2006
heyx!!!my firx post aft 2 n a half mths... guanri chong chu jiang hu le... hahaz... nt bad rite my blog? gt improvement hor...:) i hope all for u guys out thr can support my blog... u guys can giv comments abt my blog on my tagboard ok? i m nt very gd at blogging... so...duo duo zhi jiao lo...hehe...
prelims coming lo... chem prac is this thursdae lor... quite scary lehx... haven finish studying ss, geog, lit, n phy lor... others quite ok le la... i tink hav to chiong all my studies lo.. dunno if i can finish all of these in such a short time... no choice la... hav to try my best le...
no particular emotions rite now... maybe becoz i m preoccupied by my studies ba... dunno if dat's gd or bad... nevertheless...i hav made up my mind not to think abt it... nt before i finish my o lvls... i hav onli one shot at this o lvls.. i would not want to hav a second shot at this man... this prelims is important to me... so i think i better work hard lo... wish me all e best man!!!
Sunday, August 20, 2006
heyx...bac to blogging le... sudden rite? i oso dunno y...i thod i juz wanna write down wad i feel everydae... n share everything i think... hav been bottling up in my heart.. bad for my health.. so..those hu seen my blog.. recommend to ur frens... wait for my firx post...
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Targets for Midyrs
Maths - A
Econs - D
Geog - D
Phy - A
GP - C
the darkest star
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